Hello. I just needed to get this off my mind before I go actually insane. I think you are great so don't get me wrong. I just wanted to say I had problems with depression and I have suicidal thoughts very often. When I ask for advice, I need advice. I don't need to be put to the ground, I'm not delusional. I'm well aware of how flawed I am and. But as person who can't sleep at night because of things I said years ago and have no one to talk to... maybe I'm not the villain. I hope I'm not.
I had the same problems; for... almost 6 solid years of my life, the only thing I ever wanted to do was just. Die, basically. All the time, every day, non-stop.
But I’m still here, yknow? It gets better. It gets worse. You keep goin because there’s nothing else to do and the world doesn’t let you stand still for long
Advice can be really hard; always ask when you need advice, but always remember to take it with a grain of salt; unless you’re talking to a qualified professional, it’s just someone else doing their best, and a lot of the time people might not understand how their tone can come off or how to give advice and criticism in the best ways for both the person giving and recieving it; there’s a balance, but it’s not impossible to achieve ^^
It’s never too late to apologize; people change, and they grow, and we learn. We understand later than we should, maybe, but we learn. It’s never too late to apologize, to point to your past self and say ‘I don’t believe that anymore’ because you can learn, you can change; no one holds the same world view forever, and you’re allowed to change your opinion.
If you regret your actions, and if you try and make up for them, you’re never the villian ^^
If you need someone to talk to, I’m always here!
