I love my throwbacks to remind me that I’ve persevered in the past. My goal is to get back to and beyond 20% body fat. I have allowed my battle with depression take precedence and cause me to wear it around my midsection. I have been continually embarrassed to admit that I have fallen short of how I know how to live and who I am known to be. I have battled with this for past few years. Although I stayed working out, I saw the slow decline of my physical appearance. It was partly for medical reasons, stress, depression and more. How could this be me? How can I let this happen to me? I know better. I had to learn to give myself grace. It happens... Life happens... The key is to not give up. For me, I can’t give up. Pushing forward is fighting for my life. So again, I love throwbacks. Not because they make me sad because I’m no longer there but because it gives me hope that I can get there again. ❤️ ♥️ 💜 #watchmytransformation #watchmywork #onlyamatteroftime #throwbacks #hope #2020goals #bodyfatgoals #lasvegasbodybuilding #lasvegasbodybuilder #mytransformation https://www.instagram.com/p/CD5l1xJltNO/?igshid=vdg6milrw5w7
