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Chapter 10 SECRETS SHE HOLDS

So , I met my fated, and my mothers letter told me to trust him completely... I wish I would have found that letter sooner , before I had said all of those things to hurt him. Of course he wasn't a part of my plan, but who ever said that plans where good things.

Just because I didn't plan on him doesn't mean I don't love him... I really do , maybe because I have to , but regardless the love is there. I cant believe I was so stupid as to put my human beliefs above my natural born fae ones.

I wanted to call him, I wanted more than anything to do this over. To have him explain this to me all over again , so I can tell him that I love him and that we where going to be together no matter what. I should call him , I think, maybe . He would want to know that I am sorry right... I want to tell him I am sorry. Then I remembered , we have that kind of a mind link ... He can hear everything that I am thinking, if he wants to.

Brian... I thought I am really sorry , you should come back, we really need to talk , please. I just sat there , waiting for a response... I couldn't stand not being near him , even if we had only known each other for a small bit of time, it was like the marks had done something to me ... The moment that I had felt his marks , there was shift in me, in my heart...

Why? he responded to me . My heart jumped for joy, he had never spoken to me through the mind before , but he had read mine. So you can just explain more about how I am not your plan and ruined my life? That really hurt.

I was just confused , I've never believed in fate and magic and all of this crap, its confusing to a person who used to think she was human. I thought to him , he has to understand .I didn't want to hurt him , I just needed time to myself.

Do you really regret kissing me ? Even though only thinking it, the hurt tone in his voice easily shone through.

NO! The only thing I regret is not running out there to catch you after you left, so please come over, I need to show you something. Hopefully he would come ... I needed him here , I really need to apologize, and it needed to be in person.

I'm down the street , but I have to be somewhere soon, for my father, so we don't have long. He thought to me .I ran to the front door and sat on the porch, waiting to see his 1967 Impala to show up in my drive way. When it showed up in front of my house , I could barely hide the excitement in my face. He stepped out of the car, and I ran up to him and kissed him. He was surprised, but he quickly reciprocated, turning me against the car and lifting my legs around his waist. I pulled back to breath , only then noticing his formal suit.

"You clean up nice " I said as I went in for another small kiss, but he pulled in deeper, and it quickly became more formal. "Where are you going?" I say as he ends the kiss.

"Some benefit dinner that my dad has going on , I'm trying to get back into his good graces" He says , still holding me against his chest.I lye my head down on his shoulder , just happy to have him near me again."So what did you need to show me, should we go get it.?" He questions .

"but you would have to put me down, and I would have to let go of you, and I'm not ready for that" I laughed out. He laughed to , then sat me on the hood of his car.

It's the marks, now that we have both seen and touched each others marks, we feel as if we need each other now. He mind linked me .I jumped off the hood of the car.

"Follow me" I said as I grabbed his hand and pulled him into house. As we entered the house , he took a look around the kitchen. I then felt really subconscious because of the several pies and cakes sitting around counters.

"Starting a bakery?" He joked at me.

"Stress baking ." I replied simply, embarrassed about my weird little habit. " Hey , don't judge its better than nail biting, it tastes better" I joked, seeing that he was smiling at my weird little quirk.

"Not judging , so what where you going to show me?" by the time he asked me that I was half way across the room digging through my bookshelf for the one with the hidden letter from my mother. Surely he would be able to see it to.

" Remember when I told you mother left me a letter but I couldn't find it anywhere?"

"Yea you where flipping out , what about it ?" He questioned . I threw the book at him and said " Page 32" He flipped through it and his expression changed , he went from confused, to extremely happy.

"So I won't be leaving your side?" He asked.

"Only if you want to follow the rules." I joked at him.

"Go get fancied up, we have a party to go to " He said. He had to be joking , I cant go to any fancy parties.

"No , I am not joking, I got to be with you at all times" he said. obviously happy with this new revelation.

"I have nothing to wear" I said as I crossed my arms , feeling as if I had won the argument , and I wouldn't be going.

"We will just have to find something won't we" he questioned. I realized that I had lost , so , accepting defeat, I stood up and walked to my closet,"ughhhh" I moaned angrily as I made my way to the room.

"Poor baby" He jokes as he followed me to the room.

We searched and searched for about 10 minutes, but we where running out of time , and then I remembered.

When I was searching through my mothers clothes I had found something covered in a red silk sheet , I had no idea what It was, but it was my last chance, I hoped to god it was a gown. I pulled open the box and removed the sheet.

Sitting there was exactly what I had hoped for, because I knew that I would have to go regardless , so I wanted to look good, or at least put together. A White gown was sitting in the bottom of the box. It was almost like a wedding gown, but not to formal. Brian hadn't noticed that I had found anything , so I picked it up and held it against my body, to see if it would fit. I loved It.

"Brian , I think I found it " I yelped happily. When he turned his face towards me , his face lighted up .

"You will look gorgeous in that, and look , it will even show off your faerie marks" He turned the dress around showing the low draping back. He got closer to me ." You are going to look beautiful , like my beautiful queen" He smiled at me , but that filled me with dread. Queen . That is exactly what his father had called me , His queen ... Mr. Diguise was going to be there .

"Don't worry, everybody there is going to be Fae, his organization singles out fae teens. they help them" he whispered sensing my fear.

" I thought your dad was evil... you said not to trust him..." I said confused. I thought my family relationship was confusing . He lifted my chin and gave me a quick kiss.

"Not evil, misguided " He paused then pushed me into the bathroom to change and do my air and makeup. " Tonight I think that we can change that"

"How?" I asked

"Lets find out" He then shut the door, and I began to get dressed.

I tried not to let his words linger in my mind as I slipped the dress over my head. It was simply gorgeous , It was long , to my heals, and the way it was draped and loose around my chest, but tightened around my waste , then flowed to my heels, it was just beautiful. And it had a train of about 5 feet, and I felt like a princess.

I braided a crown around my head , and loving the way it looks, I pinned it in . I wet the rest of my hair and let it curl up naturally. I put on some red lipstick and was done. I walked out of the bathroom to Brian who was sitting there waiting for me .

"absolutely gorgeous " he said as he walked me to his car.

This ought to be fun, or at least interesting .

When I walked out of the car, I saw the beautiful building . It was so tall , and the to went into a sort of dome shape. He took my hand and walked me into the front door. There where many path ways, he lead me through an intricate list of twists and turns until we hit the ball room.

The floors where diamond like, and they sparkled so beautifully. I was scared to walk on it for fear that I might break it.

" One step in front of the other" he whispered to me. Only then did I notice the people, so many beautiful people , all dancing.

"I think you might have forgotten to mention how many people where gonna be here" I said, barely able to breath I was so nervous.

"Calm down, your the prettiest here , lets dance"

"I uhmmm, don't know how to dance." I said.

"It will be fine , come on" He said as he spun me around the dance floor ,And it was so much fun, we danced for a bout 20 minutes, but then he stopped me and pulled me close, my back against his chest. I realized that everybody was watching us .My cheeks automatically turned red, and I turned towards him.

"Why are they watching me?" I questioned , hiding my face in his chest, trying to block all of the people from my vision , and block my face from theirs.

"Because they see what I see" he said as he spun me around a final time , an began to lead me to a table. We walked through a crowd of people and I tried not to pay attention. He pulled out the seat for me, and as I sat, I noticed that Mr. Diguise was sitting there with me.

" I see your marks, same as my sons." He said to me " all of the people see it, its why they are staring at you , your special , do you know why?"

"No sir,"

"People haven't been fated for a million years, and you are fated to my son" He said standing up and walking towards me.

"There was a legend once" he said as he took my hands and led me to the dance floor, my dress trailing behind me beautifully. "She who brings back the fates , Shall not only be the queen of her faction , but the queen of all " HE said as he spun me in circles. When the music was at an ending he whispered to me " You , are the queen of all " .He dipped me , as the final move in his intricate dance and when he pulled me back up I saw it . Everybody bowing down before me.

He let go of me ."go meet your subjects , your highness" I grabbed his hand , terrified to meet the people that where so willing to bow before a random stranger.

"They couldn't possibly be bowing before me?" I questioned "They know nothing about me , other than the marks on my back" I tried to reason with him.

"I understand that my son has told you that those were marks of fate" He questioned leading me through a crowd of people to a secluded room, as we passed the people they began to stand, but they still stared at me with full attention as we entered the doorway. Brian followed suit , obviously angered that his father had stolen me away.

We entered the room , and it was simply beautiful , the tables were draped in the same red silk that the dress was wrapped in, and the carpet was a slightly softer, but equally beautiful shade of red . The walls where a perfect white, with paintings of roses all over beautifully. Mr. Diguise led me over to the table and pulled out a seat for me. He and Brian both sat at opposite sides of the table , causing them both to be relatively close to me , I was fine with Brian, but with his father I felt a queasy feeling, I was still distrustful of the man that spared my life. After all he only did after I tried to kill him. I guess that Brian heard my train of thought , or he could feel the vibe of uneasiness , but he grabbed my hand to comfort me.

"As I told you before Lilian , you are the first in a million years to be fated" he paused " That adds on to your royal name , allowing you to rule your faction of fae" Mr. Diguise said , hardly even thinking of it, as if telling some girl she was royalty was on his to do list daily.

"I thought you said that it happened to every fae Brian?" I was so confused , I knew that I should not have come.

"It used to, I knew you would find a way to avoid coming here if you knew..." he looked down , hopefully realizing that it was wrong to trick me.

" I am going to give you the short version of the story , Ok?" Mr. Diguise said .

"Father are you sure that this" I interrupted him, telling Mr. Diguise that I wanted to hear the story.

"I was going to kill you" he paused " A pure Valkyrie cannot rule , it is just not the fae way, but I knew that the Faerie was going to mark you soon, So I had to attack."

"I knew this, and I wanted to protect you, I didn't know you where more than a Valkyrie, but the moment I saw you , I had a connection" Brian explained.

"I wanted you to know why I was killing you, so you wouldn't think it was in cold blood, since you were already terrified, I could feel the fear coming off of you, so when I gave you that vision , you were supposed to see why you were born, that you where a mistaken curse that went wrong."

"Wow , that's blunt" I whispered

"Odin wanted a Valkyrie queen , not a full one ," He paused looking up at me " but he wanted one, so that no one can stop the warriors souls from making the trip to Valhalla , so since your mother was the great Valkyrie and she was cursed to relive a life over and over again until she had a child , but she didn't even know what she was, Odin came down in human form , and impregnated your mother" He looked in my eyes to see if I was taking all of this well .

"So when you saw the vision of your mother, I saw the vision of your father"

"So that's why you decided not to kill me"

"Yes, your lineage , saved your life, My queen I apologize" He said standing up, but as soon as he stood up , he knelt on one knee and bowed his head down to me.

"I forgive you, but all of these people , why do they bow down to me so easily, they don't even know me" I asked, so confused.

"We fae , are programmed to recognize royalty , but we are also programmed to realize when royalty does not accept their power , than we try to take it, so if you don't prove to these people soon that you want to be their queen, they will have a wrath so horrible ." He said.

" so how do I accept it?" He stood up behind me and pulled a box out of his pocket. He sat the beautiful black box in front of me, and opened it up. It was beautiful. In the box sat a crown, with jewels that shine brighter that al of the stars, probably enhanced by magic.

"Wear this in front of all of those people, but once you present yourself as the queen , you can no longer be a huge part of the human world, it will be unsafe, no more school, no more humans at all , except for the necessary times."

"Do I really have a choice?" I said smiling, Hiding all of my fear behind a toothy grin.

"You really always have a choice, just one of them doesn't end well" he joked. Even Brian laughed.

"You people do a really good job of hiding which one it is" I said as I put on the crown. " Let's go meet my subjects" I took Brian's arm , and he led me out of the room.