I love how his character is placed and explained in the story. It's in paper yet so vivid and close to my heart that I can't even begin to explain that how much a character's presence affects me. It's affecting everything in my being.
I connect to his character so closely because he's the definition of the type of male figure I want to live under the shadow of, after my dad.
Talking of my madness, Jay is the definition of it. I couldn't believe my eyes when I started reading his character, that someone could be so perfect (maybe just for me), so like what I want my man to be like. He just fits in right. He fits right into my heart.
He's this guy who goes around man-whoring and doesn't give fucks about it because he's just too scared to commit and too cool to bother himself with judgements. He's a Greek god, if you're thinking what makes him attract so many. His physique fits right in my definition for a perfectionist. His humour just give me chills down my spine and I just cannot happen to stop laughing at his poor but usually good shots at humour. He's a great great friend and trust me when I say that. He can do anything and everything to help his friends outta their misery. He's a 'buttface' most the time but then at the end of the day he's a man who needs care, love and a girl who he wants to be with.
Out of the friend group he is in (I'd say more like, the family he has with his friends), he's the only person who scares commitment, and that just fits my biggest turn-off right, because more or less I hate and scare commitments too.
He is the one with the saying " Not that I'm against relationships or anything, it's just that I don't have enough patience to deal with a girl. I have seen my friends loosing their edge over girls and I dont want that to happen to me. I can't go around sacrificing my jacket for a girl when it's freaking cold and going out of my ways to open doors for them.
And that is the one thing I swore to myself I'll never do. I love myself way too much. "
Though that all being said, he did the exact same thing when he ran into his Ms. Right or THE ONE, Ella. The way he carries her, defends her, has her back, does PDA unaffected of the 'get a room' comments his friends throw at him, go out of ways, live in the edge for her, can do anything and everything to see her smile, while giving her the exact freedom and space everyone deserves uncertain of their status.
I love his humour. I love the madeup names he call his people from. I love his genuity. I love how easily he slips out of problems just making it sound so much fun to him. I just love him from top to bottom, with all my being and my heart. Even these words aren't enough to describe how much I've attached myself to Jay. To describe my love for this non-existent-but-just-a-character human being is impossible. I love him and want him. And if not him someone like him. I'd rather no one at all.
(the novels on wattpad; boy next door)
