#waxsimulacra

[astrognossienne]

Rate for a Leo sun/venus/merc, Capricorn moon, Scorpio mars with a Pisces sun, Aries Venus/merc Scorpio moon/mars please?? :-^)))

8/10

[ill-be-istj-if-no-one-else-is]

i see. thank you i guess i could start with how much i’m stuck in my own head, though not really because it satisfies me. i’m always thinking about how i could improve myself, or how i could be better at something i enjoy, but i never seem to have the energy or actual motivation to keep these plans going for long. im afraid that i might really end up daydreaming my life away. because of that fear i can be very impulsive since “oh well i’m dying one day, might as well do something fun (1)

a little self-destructive. i’m always restless, always wanting to do something interesting but again rarely putting anything into action. i hate responsibility more than anything, but i’m not sure if that’s just a Normal Teenager Thing or if it’s relevant to type. for some reason i can’t really feel anything deep for most people i know, even family or friends i’ve known for years. (2)

there’s only one person i truly connect with and sometimes i doubt even them. i pretend that i care about things more than i really do. i’m pretty superficial. i’ve always wanted to have a ton of friends but my social skills have never been that great (they’ve been a lot better in this past year though. it’s making me happier all around). i was a bad student but a great test taker. english/art was always my thing and i hated math. i’m good at filling in blanks and guessing. (lost track. sorry)

i can read people well, and i can feel the mood in a room, but i’m terrible at actually doing anything with this info. i just take it in, try to be sensitive, and move along. i suck at trying to act interested in a conversation if i’m not, so if i’m bored you can definitely tell. it’s actually physically exhausting for me to be bored. I’ve been thinking ESTP lately, but i’m still not 100% sure. my mind goes in circles and tomorrow i could be considering INFJ, clear across the field. thanks ✨---

Okay, going through this:

stuck in your head but tend not to follow through - early favorite for not super mature Ne (intuition and extroverted perceiving). Impulsive behavior actually fits quite well for many teens but especially extroverted perceivers, and disliking responsibility would also be stronger among extroverted perceivers.

I’m going to put a pin in the bit about connecting with people and get back to that later. Being a bad student but good at tests fits again with being somewhat impulsive, disliking responsibility, etc - a smart person who doesn’t like doing the work would fit this.

Reading people and getting the mood in a room but not being good at responding is difficult, both because without a response it’s tough for me hearing this information to gauge if someone is actually good at reading people, or just that they make an assumption about people that may or may not be correct. This is a general difficulty I find in typing, btw, not specific or targeting you - I’m just very wary of that phrase because I’ve seen people claim they’re amazing at reading people and then absolutely fuck up way too many times to count.

The stuff at the end about hating boredom and jumping across many disparate types makes me more confident in high Ne. However, I’m not sure about your judging axis at all; if you have reasoning why you think you use Ti that would be great.

Now, the not feeling deep things about people is hard to figure out just because there’s a few possibilities, and one that is quite likely is just that you have this abstracted idea of what connection should feel like and your experience is not equal to that so you assume you don’t feel. It’s sort of in line with the whole “follow your passion” narrative; there’s often an expectation of all feelings being all-encompassing and melodramatic, but sometimes they’re subtle or hard for us to understand yet still exist.

There could be other possibilities but that is one to keep in mind - sometimes there’s mental illness or trust issues involved, but sometimes it’s just that feelings are complicated.

[ill-be-istj-if-no-one-else-is]

hey! i’ve had a ton of trouble trying to type myself and i see that you’re typing others so would you be able to help me? if not, i understand. i just wanted to ask so i could make sure i wasn’t intruding

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