"to think that childhood has its own sweet secrets and confirms mortality, and that mortality defines all courage and love. To think that what has looked forward must also look back, and that each life makes its own imitation of immortality: a wheel." . . • I finished IT today and holy balls am I depressed. It's actually over and I can't deal. First off, what a book. This is definitely a favorite of mine and I think I'm going to need a little break after this. I'm actually a little heartbroken knowing how many people were distraught by the very last child scene.(if you've read, you know what I'm talking about). I went into that chapter full readiness and preparation to be disgusted and to my surprise, I didn't find it that disturbing. I think I was more disturbed by each child death and Patrick's little randevú with the puppy. The fact that yes, it's a child orgy... but it also kind of wasn't. I found the scene beautiful and really heartfelt. That could make me a weirdo but if so, I'm alright with that. This was an amazing, very long read and I'm sad it is over. Forever a Loser❤️🎈 . . #weallfloatchallenge "January embers" #girlcrush Of course it's Beverly. She is the bravest and most wonderful spirit. I love her.❤️