These are challenging times to be living in Israel, for sure. Rocket fire may be suspended (thankfully), but the conversations about the conflict can be a minefield in themselves. Like my coworkers and friends behind this media campaign, I have also chosen to stay here in Israel during the past couple weeks of mutual rocket-fire, despite my worried parents’ request for me to come home. I have also walked to bomb shelters with sirens wailing, have also felt my heart race when I heard about the attack on a Tel Aviv bus, have also worried about the climbing numbers of rockets aimed at Be’er Sheva.
What is possibly worse, to me, is how during the two weeks, I couldn’t stop imagining the version of these conditions in Gaza. Glued to the news, I read about the intensely amplified violence. The sheer amount of rockets was terrifying, and their accuracy made them tragically destructive – they had noble aims, sure, to stop Hamas’s sick terrorism – but they also destroyed many innocent lives and homes, killing, wounding, displacing.
Whenever I try to bring this up to people around me, I am often met with dismissal: I must be soft in the head, or reading lies. I think this dismissing the plight of innocent civilians, simply because the IDF’s twitter tells us to accept it, is inappropriate and ugly. This campaign is dedicated to humanizing young Jewish Americans in Israel – which is awesome. I also think it is vital to remember that Palestinians are also humans, and not mere statistics or villains. I am not deluding myself with trying to change the world, but I am committed to keeping my small community accountable. I am staying here to make sure we don’t give up on our common humanity, even – especially -- when it’s hard. I am staying here to keep the conversation complicated.
Sophia O., Israel Teaching Fellows Be'er Sheva