#weepsmistake

[theyhealers-a]

@weepsmistake​​​   ⇾   SCHEDULED AN APPOINTMENT  WITH  HAWKINS, CONRAD.

“doctor shepherd, right?”   he’s about 99% positive that it is, but it’s a better introduction to start off simply.   “conrad hawkins,  we bumped into each other in the ER earlier,”   the stress of the moment hadn’t lead to him being especially kind, but at least he’s got a chance to apologize… right?   “sorry for snapping  —  it wasn’t at all called for,”   

attention shifts then, and a neutral expression is replaced with a broad grin as he crouches to meet his daughter sprinting at him and lifts her into his arms,  “hey there miss gigi!”   the greeting is light,  happy,  as real as his adoration for the little girl he’s lucky enough to have in his life.  glancing back at amelia,  his smile softens into something that fits better with the conversation he’s shifted to,   “you a parent?”   another question he’s pretty sure he knows the answer to,  considering they’re at the daycare,  but better not to assume when their first meeting had been so bad. 

[dralanabloom]

the days were long, the shifts were hectic, and it seemed like no matter what, the world didn’t stop spinning-----faster and faster, unable to catch a break. alana can’t remember the last time she had seen amelia in anything but scrubs and her scrub cap. their work schedules had a few hours of the same, and their sleep schedules seemed to be the complete opposite. it was becoming increasingly frustrating, but the trauma surgeon knew one thing for damn sure-----she wasn’t going to let their romance fizzle. 

amelia had a big surgery coming up that day, alana stayed longer so that she could see her before she left. alana had just finished a fourteen hour shift, her hair was dirty, her eyes were tired but the moment she saw amelia it all faded away. hands rest gently on the others shoulders, lithe fingers dig in a massaging pattern, kiss presses to the back of her neck. ‘ you’re going to be amazing today. ’ she says softly.

*      ╰       ⋮     starter call (accepting)  ━━  @weepsmistake​

[mcdceamy]

@weepsmistake paged Dr Derek Shepherd ( Following ‘A Fresh Start’ storyline with @mctwcsty​ )

Despite how Derek was feeling, he couldn’t abandon his brotherly duties. His relationship with his sister had always been stronger than it had been with Nancy, Liz or Kathleen. He and Amelia had seen something that his other sister’s hadn’t. Something that bonded them for life. Even before that they were close. He had loved how close Amelia and Meredith had been and maybe that was why he had been so angry when he had found out she had left. She had been expecting their baby and Ellis had kicked him out. She had taken Meredith away and Derek wasn’t able to see her again. His heart broke every day. But he had put that frustration into his school work and was due to graduate that week. 

Amelia had gone to a friend’s house. Sure, he was worried for her. Scared it was one of those friends. But he trusted Amelia. Somewhat. It was his duty to pick her up. He sighed and climbed out of the car and walked up to the door, knocking on it and waiting. “Oh! Hi Derek!” The Mom answered, a smile on her face. “It’s good to see you up and about again. How are you doing?” What has Mom told you? “Your Mom said you had the flu.” Good that. Derek nodded and shrugged. “I’m better now. Ready for the final game on Friday.” He confirmed, hoping she wouldn’t ask. Everyone was excited about the final game. Everyone but Derek. “Is Amelia ready?” He asked with a fake smile. “I’ll go get her. Come in.” Derek nodded and stepped in, keeping the door ajar for a quick exit. 

It was Amelia’s excitement that it was Derek picking her up, that pulled Derek further out of his funk. He hugged her tightly and thanked her friend’s Mom before leading Amelia outside. “Mom’s at work. I thought we could go get dinner together.” He offered, holding the passenger door open for her. 

[littlesncw]

📂

meme & accepting

              & she really enjoys doing cartwheels in circles around other people. she knows its annoying and she simply does not care.

[littlesncw]

& ( @weepsmistake​ ) liked this.

                “It’s not that cold. You must be sweating buckets.                 Maybe you’re the one that needs to see a doctor!”

[surgeonsoath]

@weepsmistake​ asked ( ✉ → sms ) even when i’m durnk ic ant sotp thinking about oyu ( hopkins amelia :)) ]

Kai sighed as their phone bleeped, a puzzled look on their face before they turned to Amelia. “You know you could have just said that to my face.” Amelia was cute. Kai couldn’t deny that. The drunk text was even cuter. 

[surgeonsoath]

@weepsmistake​ paged Kai Bartley

Kai had been at John Hopkins for 6 months now and had been so stuck in their work, ignoring calls from their Mom and trying to find themselves that they hadn’t had time to let go. They were top of their class and now it was time to kick back. So, for the first time, they accepted the invite to a party. The nerves were there, sure they were, but no one knew them, so why were they nervous?

Running a hand through their hair, Kai stepped into the house and looked around, scoping out everyone before heading straight for the kitchen and throwing back a shot. Liquid courage so to speak. After that they searched for a clean cup and poured a beer from the keg. 

The music was loud and most of the people were making out. It didn’t bother Kai too much. They just found themselves an empty seat, perching on the arm of the couch as they looked around. There were some of their classmates, some students who were a couple of years above them, a mixture really and it made them feel suddenly safe. No one was staring at them, no one was wondering why they were there. They felt safe. Chugging the beer, Kai quickly returned to the keg, filling up their cup only to promptly turn and nearly spill it all over another person. “I am so sorry.” They commented, looking down at the woman. “I’m too tall, I really need to learn to look down before I turn around.” They were trying to joke it off, but the blush was already creeping onto their cheeks, the grip on their cup tight. 

[lindscys-arch]

@weepsmistake​​ ♡’d for a starter (still accepting) ! for: amelia shepherd. dialogue / lyric: champagne problems, taylor swift.

head tilted, erin’s eyes were soft. her hand reached for amelia’s, a gesture of comfort she’d always found helpful when she had been the one who needed it. just knowing that someone was there for you, sometimes that was enough. “you told your family for a reason. you couldn’t keep it in.” she assured the doctor, as if they were words of encouragement. encouragement that she didn’t know if amelia needed, or wanted, but they were there in case she did.