[surgeonsoath]

Welcome to S U R G E O N S O A T H

This is a multi-muse blog dedicated to muses from ABC’s Grey’s Anatomy. Below you will find all the information you need.

Rules & Muse List Mobile Friendly Muse List Memes ( Please state which muse when sending in Meme’s otherwise I will just pick ) Starter Calls I do take requests for muses, so if you don’t see a character on my list but you really want to RP with that certain character just drop me a message.

[surgeonsoath]

So I’ve not been in the mood to write but I created a character last night who is a fledgling vampire sired during WW2 when she was saved from a concentration camp. She now suffers with blood rage and is needing the assistant to control it. 

The character was originally created for my friend. We have essentially taken the Katee Roberts underworld books and put as many canon and original characters into it and I love it so much. 

Her FC is Bel Powley....if anyone is interested to try her out?

[surgeonsoath]

So I climbed the 3rd tallest mountain in England on Thursday...it was my first time climbing a mountain ever and it took me almost 6 hours but I did it. I also fell twice on the way down...once whilst actually stood still...impressive I know. But what’s more impressive is the big bruise on my ass. I didn’t notice until this morning...I thought I had just been sat on something funny all evening. 

[surgeonsoath]

When you’re really hungry but you told your landlord that you’re at the end of your tether regarding your housemates who are keeping you awake at 1/2am when you have to be up at 5am and they have just finished having a meeting with said housemates who are also housing a third person but all the food is in the kitchen and that’s where they are currently. 

[surgeonsoath]

I was tagged by @planetsfatesallthestars like a month ago, but here we go

Your name: Nic

Your star sign: Aquarius

Last thing you listened to: Gale Song by the Lumineers

How tall are you? 5'5

Piercings? all 3 lobes are done, conch and industrial Tattoos? 3

Glasses? yes

Last drink: cherry diluted squash

Last thing you ate: cinnamon bun

Pets? no

Do you have a crush on anyone? Ummm does Pedro Pascal count?

Faves fictional characters: Derek Shepherd, Ellie Williams, Joel Miller, Amelia Shepherd, Persephone from Lore Olympus

A movie you think everyone should watch? Deepwater Horizon A book you think everyone should read? His Dark Materials

Tagging: @mctwcsty

[surgeonsoath]

You know, life is hard.  It’s never going to be easy and breezy. It’s always going to have it’s ups and downs.  People will come and people will go.  But it doesn’t make it any easier.  I went from being on here almost all the time and having four people I considered best friends. To barely talking to them anymore. I understand everyone has their lives, but I find change difficult.  This has been going on for a while now so really I should be used to it by now, but really - I’m not. 

Going from talking non-stop to a few times a day to maybe once every few days, to merely nothing. 

Grey’s Anatomy is what brought me to these people and I don’t have anyone to talk to about it now. It’s no wonder I felt so bonded to Amelia this episode. She feels abandoned but whilst deep down she is happy for those who have left, she is angry and sad and spiralling. That’s how I feel. 

But I accomplished some HUGE things in my life recently and whilst I tried to talk about it...no one quite understood how big it was for me. And whilst no one here will care, I’m going to tell the universe. 

I got a new job.  This is big in itself after having to endure a horrible manager for over a year. But the job I have moved to is something my Auntie told me to do before she passed away. It’s what she did to get herself to the career she loved. I’m in the medical field and whilst I’m starting lower down and simply being a receptionist at a doctor’s office, it can lead me to a career as a nurse or in pharmacy.  Secondly; a hit a year free of self harm.  One year sober. It wasn’t easy, especially recently. Whilst ensuring my household was safe from a housemate who had turned violent, I was thrown back to time with my ex. I could have easily slipped, but I didn’t. I stood up and I took control and I haven’t let it affect my life. 

I want to sit and cry.  I want to just hide away from everyone. But if I do that...am I any different from those I’ve lost? I just miss them. I miss my friends.

[surgeonsoath]

I really don’t know what to do with this blog. I’m tempted to put all of my favourite threads into a google doc and then transfer them to fanfic at some point and delete this blog. I have one person I wish to write with on Derek who has been with me through thick and thin but this blog has just made me feel so bleh.

Life is making me feel that way at the moment in general. I just feel drained and like I’m going nowhere. I feel like I have nobody I can fully talk to about things and it’s exhausting. I feel alone and unwanted.

Of course everyone is going through their things but I just feel like I’m annoying everyone I try to talk to. I’m a hindrance in everyone’s life and I just feel it’s best to put distance between myself and them instead of being a burden. I’m not important. I’m not part of the bigger picture.

[surgeonsoath]

Hey!!

So it’s been a long time and I apologise. I’ve been busy with work and I’ve just started therapy so I’ve been dealing with A LOT. I just wanted to jump in and do a little update.  I still love Grey’s Anatomy but it seems the roleplay side has grown dry. I have developed a love for new shows and would love to explore them roleplay wise so I am thinking of turning this into a multi-fandom rp blog. I will probably keep the same name however. 

These are the fandoms I am currently interested in;  Grey’s Anatomy Station 19 His Dark Materials The Last Of Us Okay that’s not many, but you get the drift haha. 

I hope everyone is okay. Please message me if you’re interested in roleplaying any of these fandoms. 

[surgeonsoath]

I think I might make this into a multi fandom multi muse. I’m watching the Teen Wolf movie and I miss my boy Derek Hale so much. I want to write Eli and I want to write Allison.

Fyi: I did cry.

[surgeonsoath]

I’m watching The Last Of Us and it’s amazing. I’ve already cried. I need to write as Sarah and Joel and Ellie and Tess and fuck!!!!

[mcdceamy]

Classing today as Derek’s birthday as it’s Patrick’s…send my boi some love? 

[anunkindncss-a]

Ѡ From Mark to Derek

"I have no words for you anymore." He said, settling into his seat before his shift. Sliding his phone to Mark, Derek merely rubbed his eyes and groaned. "Your business is not the first thing my eyes needed to see this morning."

[surgeonsoath]

    MARK ROSE AN EYEBROW at Derek as he settled into the seat opposite him and then broke into a bright smile and a laugh as he saw the phone. “It’s not like it’s the first time.” He pushed the phone back to him. “I was meant to send it to that girl, Delilah. Derek, Delilah. Both so close to each other. Just happened to me that you saw my morning glory instead of her.” He shrugged a little like it was no big deal. 

[ferryboat-postit]

Grey’s Anatomy Rewatch; favourite scenes S02E09

Reposted from my instagram

[shortsweetespresso]

favorite character edit : 11/?

mark sloan : grey’s anatomy

[surgeonsoath]

dduquette​:

#   SEMI   -   PLOTTED   STARTER            /            FOR   GEORGE   O'MALLEY.            /            @surgeonsoath

‘    —    𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.    ’

    THE HALLS WERE DEADLY quiet. He had walked down almost all of them and he couldn’t understand why. No patients, no other doctors, nurses, porters. He was still in his scrubs but he wasn’t working. He took another step down the hallway until a voice drifted towards him. He recognised that voice. Slowly he turned, a shiver running down his spine. “Neither should you.” 

    Denny was dead. Denny shouldn’t be here. He tried to think back to his last waking moment and he couldn’t bring anything to his mind. It was blank. “What’s going on?”

[surgeonsoath]

I’ve had such a crap day. I had to wait an hour for antibiotics for this cough I have. I slipped in the bank and hurt my knee, shoulder and back and now I have a migraine from coughing.

Anyone wanna cheer me up? Memes would be much appreciated here and on @mcdceamy

[dduquette-a]

#    LIKED  FOR  A  FESTIVE (ISH) STARTER    :    FOR  ANY MUSE.    /     @surgeonsoath

‘         𝐨𝐡,   𝐜’𝐦𝐨𝐧         .   .   .         𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭   𝐛𝐞   𝐚   𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐠𝐞.               —               it’s   not   even   that   loud!         ’                     he’s   damn   near   hugging   his   little   portable   radio   against   his   chest   as   it   merrily   plays   christmas   songs,      refusing   to   hand   it   over   as   requested.      denny   almost   resembles   a   petulant   child   on   paediatrics   rather than   the   grown   ass   man   he   is,      but   it   doesn’t   seem   to   bother   him.      not   when   the   music   is   serving   a   perfect   distraction   from   the   disappointment   of   another   holiday   spent   inside   these   hospital   walls.               —               his   shoulders   deflate   in   defeat   when   he   spies   the   look   on   their   face,      however,   finally   realising   it’s   game   over.      the   last   thing   den   wants   to   do   is   disturb   other   patients.                     ‘         alright,      alright         .   .   .         i’ll   turn   it   off,      but   i   hope   you   know   you’re   only   punishing   yourself.      i   give   a   MEAN   rendition   of   last   christmas   that   you’re   not   gonna   get   to   hear   now.      that’s   your   loss.         ’

[surgeonsoath]

dduquette​:

#    LIKED  FOR  A  FESTIVE (ISH) STARTER    :    FOR  ANY MUSE.    /     @surgeonsoath

‘         𝐨𝐡,   𝐜’𝐦𝐨𝐧         .   .   .         𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭   𝐛𝐞   𝐚   𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐠𝐞.               —               it’s   not   even   that   loud!         ’                     he’s   damn   near   hugging   his   little   portable   radio   against   his   chest   as   it   merrily   plays   christmas   songs,      refusing   to   hand   it   over   as   requested.      denny   almost   resembles   a   petulant   child   on   paediatrics   rather than   the   grown   ass   man   he   is,      but   it   doesn’t   seem   to   bother   him.      not   when   the   music   is   serving   a   perfect   distraction   from   the   disappointment   of   another   holiday   spent   inside   these   hospital   walls.               —               his   shoulders   deflate   in   defeat   when   he   spies   the   look   on   their   face,      however,   finally   realising   it’s   game   over.      the   last   thing   den   wants   to   do   is   disturb   other   patients.                     ‘         alright,      alright         .   .   .         i’ll   turn   it   off,      but   i   hope   you   know   you’re   only   punishing   yourself.      i   give   a   MEAN   rendition   of   last   christmas   that   you’re   not   gonna   get   to   hear   now.      that’s   your   loss.         ’

    CRISTINA SUCKED IN A deep breath and mentally counted to ten before she reached forwards and curled her hands around the sides of the little radio. “Give it...G..Give it. Here.” She grumbled but her hands slipped free of the radio and she stumbled back a little. “You are such a child.” She hissed. She had had enough of his little games. “Just because Izzie is running after you like you’re the King of Seattle Grace, doesn’t mean I will.” She stepped back and folded her arms over her chest but watched as his shoulders sank and he finally turned it off. “I think the punishment would be you singing.” She quipped and quickly took the radio from his hands and purposely put it across the room from him. “If you don’t behave Santa won’t come.” She told him with a roll of her eyes. “Trust me, you want her to come and see you.” Izzie had some perverted trick up her sleeve to give Denny another heart attack. 

    “Why are you so annoying anyway? Did it come with the new heart? You were tolerable before.”