I am very stressed right now.
1. Every summer I am shocked by the fact that I have to go on vacation. Every time! So now I have three weeks to prepare for four weeks of absence. And no, I don't trust people to do my job, which is why this is such a big deal, probably. (mars in virgo and all that jazz.) So much planning to do. So many schedules to fit together.
2. So many things happening. Two of my clients could be homeless at the end of the year. I am doing all I can to stop that but I know that in situations like these, there isn't much I can do, but someone will probably blame me anyway because it has happened before. So there's a lot of guilt about something that I can't change.
3. Things I see on the news really spice up my anxiety disorder and make me feel that everything that's happening is my fault. I've been thinking about finding a therapist that specializes in OCD, since I feel kind of done with the whole "go through my childhood trauma" - treatment. I know it's relevant but it's not my main issue right now. I guess I could turn off the news and stop using social media for a while, but that makes me feel even more guilty, so that's not happening for a while.
