me: alright, got off early so that means we have some time to focus on drafts
octavia: HEY you remember that really sad au where im stuck in a psych hospital because my mom has literally gone insane
me: ......... ANYWAYS
octavia: and remember how sad and broken bellamy looked once the doc told him i tried to hurt myself and that’s all my fault? remember that he doesn’t believe me and im not sure if he’s ever going to come back for another visit before he deploys again? not that she blames him, it’s a far fetched story.
me: octavia, enough YES i remember the tragic thing you begged for
octavia: ............ but do you also remember that the only one who believes me is another patient who is probably never going to leave this hospital and will die here? REMEMBER HOW HE’S THE ONLY ONE I TRUST ANYMORE and if i get released at eighteen i’ll lose him to!?!? good, now that you remember, let’s go waste our time in that tag on our old blog.
me: .............................. what the fuck just happened?