#were venting

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I literally had to stop reading I don't care that final season is not real I refuse

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oh cool cool that's fine just ruin my comfort manhwa why don't you 😭

they were so cute together they got married they where living their dreams together and that was the end. the end was literally at the bottom of the last pannel.

then the author obviously needed money created another season that should have been a story about their honeymoon and my poor little baby finding confidence, but instead threw in an angst arc and ruined their relationship 😭

I'm actually so upset

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actually having to resist the urge to cut my shit up before work. idk if I still feel like this when work finishes then sure ok

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vent so I don't actually crash out

TW grooming, drugs, suicide, med abuse

yeah I do find it weird that you a 23 year old gave out my number and used a 14-15 year-old to manipulate me into unblocking you.

you gave out my number after me telling you I have trauma. you were being creepy towards this child all I ever did was say that I was uncomfortable with you using a child, with you messaging this child in the way you were, with you calling them daily and face timing them all the time

I stuck around as long as I did to try and protect this kid but yeah sure I'm the villain. I never put any of my troubles on said mentally ill child's shoulders like you did. I never talked about my issues with her a child should never have to handle an adults problems.

I never threatened this child with suicide then disappear for hours until she was terrified for your safety. I didn't message her first I was a place that she could unload her worries. all I did was listen and give advice if I could. I called her twice and that was after receiving distressing messages about suicide. I called her to make sure she was safe. I phoned for an ambulance because she was in danger and was home alone. I stayed on the phone with her until she reached the hospital until I knew an adult who had medical training of some sort had eyes on her.

and what where you doing during this time? you were abusing your meds then smoking weed and having sex with random men (sleep with whoever I don't have issues with that I'm just stating facts) then you'd turn around and demand that I send you money so you could buy food and your meds because you ran out and I would every time because I loved you and wanted you to be safe and healthy.

you met me when I was 19 a few weeks after I found out that the people I called my parents were going to jail. I said they were dead because I couldn't handle the charges (I'm not going into it) I was 19 dealing with my parents going to jail suddenly raising my siblings or else they were going to foster care oh and I was also severely mentally ill I am severely mentally ill and I always will be.

I lied because you never understood me not wanting to talk about certain things I lied because every time I set a boundary you ignored it you did exactly what you liked when you liked and fuck anyone elses feelings

and every day I feel guilty for leaving this child to deal with your bullshit, but I could not do it anymore. I never want to be placed in this situation again.

I wish you the best I wish you peace and I wish you'd grow up

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god looks like I'll drink before work outta frustration

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can you just do insert 7 things (yes really) just before you go to work?

uh no? I'm already making 3 separate meals when you said you'd be cooking dinner tonight.

I'm trying to go to work leave me alone

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"your acting crazy" no that's cute this behaviour is years of exhaustion and just finally not caring