#werewolfphase

[xoms-teddy-bear]

blue, read, kiss, teacher

blue: What song do you listen to when you're feeling down?I listen to full albums exclusively. I tend to listen to:

when i need to cry:Transgender Dysphoria Blues (Against Me!) or sometimes Hold On Now, Youngster... (Los Campesinos!)

when i need to get out of a really really bad emotional state (they make me feel alive even when i was dangerously depressed):Talon Of The Hawk (The Front Bottoms) or Hold On Now, Youngster..., Hello Sadness, or No Blues (all Los Campesinos!) or Good News For People Who Love Bad News (Modest Mouse) 

when i'm feeling panicky and need to calm down:Unseen (The Haunted) or anything by System of a Down, Sonic Youth, Schoolyard Heroes, 9GOATS BLACK OUT or 凛として時雨 (ling tosite sigure I think?? that's what the download said u.u)

read: What was the last book you read?I'm currently reading Whipping Girl.

kiss: Who's your biggest celebrity crush?um probably Laura Jane Grace right now u///u runner ups are James Franco but just because of his character in Freaks and Geeks. i dunno if he's a nice person or not though >_< or Johnny Depp but exclusively because of his character in Dead Man. I don't give a fuck about him otherwise. i don't do much celebrity crushing anymore though.

teacher: What do you aspire to be?loved and alive and sane

[kcterincs]

witch, faerie, shapeshifter!

Witch: If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

i wish it were safer to be a woman. i wish people were respectful enough of women to allow us to go places and not be afraid of being held up or assaulted or killed. i wish people were respectful on a daily basis, that people weren’t sexist. it’s such a basic thing. i’ve been thinking of traveling alone, and what i’m worrying about is if i can carry pepper spray or which places will be safe for me—not even safe for people in general, but safe for young women because people are pieces of shit. I FEEL VERY STRONGLY ABOUT THIS.

Faerie: If you could get away with anything, what would you do?

SKIP WORK AND TRAVEL THE WORLD. i’m not kidding. i wish i could just go up to my boss or the hr person and be like, “hey, i really, really want to see london, or hokkaido, or sydney or melbourne” and plan my vacation leaves like that; give myself two weeks away from work every few months and just do whatever i want and have people welcome me back like, “oh, hey, how was your trip? did you have fun? great, let’s get to work.” i want breaks to be seen as necessary, really, for creatives. for people in general. i want people not to see a vacation or break as a reward (though that works too), but as something that inspires and that should be had as often as humanly possible.

Shapeshifter: What would you change about yourself?

ugh, probably my lack of self-control. i hate the word—it reminds me of things i’d rather not remember—but god, i have such a hard time reining in my impulses and it’s the source of everything that’s wrong with me.

or my weight.

that’s it. i thought too much about this. ew.

(thank youuu! questions are from this meme.)

[xoms-teddy-bear]

succubus, nymph

succubus-- What’s one thing you can’t live without?motivation and passion and stuff: i want to be able to be excited about life and have hope that struggling through the bad times will be worth it

nymph-- What are you like when you’re by yourself?i'm either very lonely and lost and feel like i'm never going to be okay ever again, or i feel super free and happy and make a bunch of art, put lots of creative effort into my outfits, and listen to music i love.

[kcterincs]

thinking of reading Lockwood and Co. again is what is getting me through the day also, dinner with my cousin tonight thank you staywhelmed and @werewolfphase! :)

[theliteraryluggage]

1, 6, 13, 22!

1:Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? To be honest I'm always confused. Because I have no idea what I actually want, where I'm going and how I'm gonna get there. Also, all the little ways in which I stand in my own way baffle me.

6:You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?Good question! I hardly drink anymore, and if I do, then not so much as to actually get drunk. But in the past, it would most likely have been my sister, or my dear friend from high school.

13:What time do you go to bed? Depends on when I have to get up, but usually between midnight and 2am.

22:Do you believe what goes around comes around?No, I don't.

Thanks for the questions!