I’m going to try.
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I’m going to try.
You know when you know you’re being annoying or too much but you can’t help yourself? Like you desperately want human connection so you reach out again? And then regret it because you know others will probably just see you as pushy? So you vow to wait and never be the one who texts first? But that lasts a few days, maybe a week and then it’s the start of the cycle again?
Yeah, I hate that. But that’s what all of my human interaction is.
Society loves curvy women but only the “right” kind of curvy women.
I am nothing to everyone.
My feelings are meaningless to everyone. I am so easy to treat like shit. Because I'll take it. I'll think I earned it. I'll take it because I don't want to lose one of the few people who brothers to talk to me.
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1. the meaning behind my url
See I was thinking of a url that captured my obsession with photography and using shallow apertures so I came up with that, which at the time I thought was really lame because it was really similar to my friend’s insta name, but nobody noticed so it stuck and now I don’t want to get rid of it because I have 0% originality and imagination.
8. top 5 (insert subject) I’m gonna go with food this time
spaghetti carbonara
shrimp scampi linguini
chicken parmisan
stir fry with either chicken or shrimp
anything involving deep fried chicken
(oh god I’m so unhealthy)
16. favorite movie
Breakfast at Tiffany’s if I’m in the mood for a classic, Tyler Perry Madea movies I’m in the mood for a drama, and Easy A/Mean Girls if I’m in the mood for a comedy.
Journal entry for November 19, 2014.
I used to be afraid of fire. That's why I kept striking matches in my hand, letting them burn until I wasn't afraid anymore.
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October 19th, 2014 Had a fun afternoon Downtown Indianapolis yesterday.