I realized that, every time you said you’re sorry that night you ended things, I just said, I was, too. And I never told you instead, I forgive you. I do, I forgive you, but I truly don’t think there is much to forgive. You warned me and I loved you anyways.
And yes, I, too, am sorry - don’t think I just said it because I had nothing else to say. I’m sorry you saw your attempt at happiness fail, when it took you so much to overcome yourself and try . Sorry I didn’t see it coming because I wanted it to work out so much. Sorry you were the one it didn’t work out for, that you had to be the one to end things and hurt me, and I’m sorry if you still wonder if it was the right decision to take. [I want it to be the right one for you, just so you don’t have to regret.] Sorry that you worry about me and that I can’t look you in the eye and tell you I am okay. [I will be, tho. I promise nothing but I’m doing my best]
But I’m not sorry we tried. I had to know, and I think you did, too.
