missing you
✨ pairing - namjoon x reader ✨ genre - established relationship au, fluff ✨ warnings - none. just namjoon being an adorable plant daddy ㅠㅠ ✨ word count - 966 ✨ a/n - this was supposed to be added on one of my idolverse chapters but... ha ha ha... *sigh
summary: a phone call from your boyfriend when you’re halfway across the world would only make you miss him more.
You pressed 'answer' with glee as you saw your boyfriend of 3 years calling you on FaceTime.
"Baby!!!" You exclaimed.
"How's the trip so far?" He asked you.
You were, in fact, at the other side of the world when he called. You were on a cruise trip with your family. You're missing each other's presence for a month now and you're not even halfway through the trip.
"Great, except you're not here with me..." you pouted.
Namjoon laughed upon seeing your expression. He truly missed you too, but he's willing to give in since it was a family affair.
"Baby, just a few more weeks and we'll see each other again, hmm? Enjoy this time with your family while you can. I know you'll be bombarded with work once you get back." He said.
One of the many reasons why you got this far with Namjoon is the way he knows how to talk you through. You have days when you're just exhausted or stressed out about something, and he just soothes you in with his words.
"Okay..." you sighed in defeat. "What are you up to these days, babe?" You added.
To this, Namjoon's expression shifted. He left the screen after gesturing both his hands, as if telling you to wait. He got back, now with a potted plant in his hand.
"I bought a bonsai!" He exclaimed.
It was a lovely potted cherry tree, flowers beautifully blooming in pink and white.
"Baby, that's beautiful!" You complimented.
"See, Namu... Namu." He said after pointing onto the miniature tree, and then pointing onto himself.
You laughed bitterly at your boyfriend's joke, which he probably didn't notice since his eyes were focused on his bonsai.
"I just got this yesterday. I wanted you to see it first, since we're the reason why I bought it in the first place." He said to you, not taking his glance away from the plant.
"Me? Why?" You asked in confusion.
"Because it's beautiful. It reminded me of you."
Once again, he had swept you off your feet with his words.
You can't help but smile at his reply. You we're left with no words. You just looked at him adoringly on the screen.
"Can you watch over it? I want to get some water for it."
"Uh... sure..." you said, confused as to how watching it from the other side of the screen would help.
You saw your boyfriend skipping as he left for the door.
You can't help but smile at his innocence.
As mature as he can be, you sometimes find him like this. Nature and art excites him so much. During your walk in the park, half of it is him taking pictures of flowers and landscapes. When you're on a date at a museum, you'd see his doe eyes glued onto the art pieces. These things remind you that despite how serious he is at times, or how he's the adult in your relationship, he still has sentiments. All the more reason why you love him so.
The thud on the door awakened you from your trance. He's back, now with a glass of water on his hand.
"Did you watch it well?" He asked. Sitting in front of the screen once again.
"I did." You say as you watch him focused on watering his plant.
"Sure? You're watching it and not just staring at it, thinking about me?"
Your eyes widened.
"I --" you tried to reason.
In the end, you just sighed. He's not entirely wrong though.
He smirked when he noticed you cut off your response.
After putting the emptied glass away, he finally looked at you on the screen.
He placed his head down on his arms crossed on top of the table, his focus completely on you.
"Baby, I miss you too." He said this.
You began to pout. Doing the same gesture as he did, you exhaled, feeling like tears are about to fall from your eyes.
After being together, this is the longest time you were away from each other. But Joon was certain you needed this. And you realized how you needed it too.
You need a break from work and spend time with your family after leaving the household since college. You'd still see them during family gatherings, but to you, it's more of like a visit rather than spending quality time with them. Joon would always push you to it, and this time you did, not knowing how much you'd miss him during the trip.
"Just a few more weeks baby, I promise. And you'll be spending time with me again." He assured you. You nodded in response, holding back your tears.
"Let's just talk about something else, hmm?" He countered.
Your chatterbox of a boyfriend began talking about random things now. Knowing him, this was his way to distract you from crying. You look at him with adoration as you try and listen to him talking.
But his words were more of like mumbling to you, now that your thoughts were all about how you miss him. How much you want to hug and kiss him right now, how much you want to just cuddle the exhaustion away, how you miss talking about how both your day was as you both drift off to sleep. How much you miss his back hugs as you prepare for your meals. How he kisses you as he drop you off to work.
Oh, how much you'd pay just for him to be with you right here, right now. But to this, you could just sigh.
Just a few more weeks. You said to yourself.
You inhaled deeply and smiled weakly at him as you began to focus on his stories.
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