#whateveeerr

[caelsei]

i still have to make a new strawpage becuz mine told me to eat shit and die

[withvivacity]

I have to sign up for Spring Quarter classes in 9 days, and so far all I know is I'm taking MATH009B and CHEM001B. I have no clue what Upper division class I wanna take, THERE'S SO MANY CHOICES. I'm so excited, I get to actually study Psychological material now, I haven't learned anything new about it since last year, all I've been doing is learning about  statistics and research methods. 

I'm also not sure if I want to take an additional Bio class next quarter, I don't know if I can handle the work load. And I'm also considering dropping Band because I have so many other things to focus on (I mean I've been doing it for a total of 11 years now, time to stop, lol), and I need to sign up to work for a research lab next quarter to get some experience in. 

[lito-rod]

post your blacklist.

... Okay?

[strawberry-tree]

I finally did it!

Yesterday I told Marco that I like him. I don't even know how to explain how it happened, and how I did it but I did it my way and LOL It was funny. I called him over somewhere a bit more private, and I started: "Well, uhm.." lol I don't really remember how I started so I'll just go to what I remember. I was like: "Ok, now I'll tell you .." And I would pause and make some suspenso and wouldn't say anything xD Then I would try again: "OK, seriously, now..." And again, I would interrupt, I don't even know what I was doing! LOL Then he would make fun of me by imitating me xD Then I finally told him: "Ok, I'll jus say it... I.. like you" And he made this funny surprised expression lol I said: "Yeah, that was exactly my reaction" asdfasdkfhasdf I don't know what happen after that but basically he was beating around the bush and we were joking around .. Then I said: "It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be." He: "What? You thought I would shoot you or something?" And he laughs. Oh damn. His laugh <3 Ok, then .. lol I don't even know if what I'm writing makes sense and honestly, I don't even care xD OK, then.. he was leaning on the wall, and when he "unleaned" xD his t-shirt kinda "stained" the wall and I said: "Oh, cool. Your t-shirt 'stained' the wall." And he said: "I'm so dirty, right?" And I said: "You are dirty." He: "But still you like me." And my face... ahdkahsudif I was just so embarrassed, I was probably red like a tomato. Then I said: "You're abusing already!" And again, we just started joking around and blah blah blah oaisdhfiauhrfpaiuwrfhwe I don't even know how to explain .. ok ok

I would try to get back to the subject and he would play around again, then finally, he gave me a response (more or less), he said: "I need to think." I told him: "What do you need to think about?" He said: "I don't know, I just need to think." I was just like "Ok" and that was pretty much it. Yeah. LOL That's all. Now I have to wait until MONDAY cuz that's when I'll see him again. Aff. AND IT'S ONLY THURSDAY. Ohh why me, why now, why ... Patience, patience. It's so easy to say so.

K. My fingers are tired, I need to stop or else I'll go crazy. If there's anyone who may have an idea on what he "needs to think" about please, write in my ask.

What am I doing, no one will say anything. '-- K. Whatever. Going to fall into anxiety. Bye ~

[reverieillusion-blog]

Just wanna share a cup of hot chocolate, since these past few days have been rainy

[reverieillusion-blog]

Can't resist~