between all the thoughts in my mind, the actions still occurring, and all the memories now that are a blur; I know I can live without you. I'm not absentmindedly infatuated and naive holding on to nothing. but that's the thing, there isn't just nothing. Whatever this is, there's still something. You would've let go of me completely, but you held on. And i'm not going anywhere.
I do not chase people. There's circumstances to fight, but in this case it's not in my will to do so. I've been going along with the moments that pass by and things just happen. you were in control of that. Although my feelings never left, i'm not going to just try to win you back. I'm in no competition and have no desire to play games and put you on a pedestal as a prize. Love has it's limits and in no way am I leading myself in that direction. The only direction I know i'm moving in is whatever the moment takes us, but you can't keep ignoring it.