Aug 6, 2016
I don't think anything will ever be as overwhelingly heartbreaking as the first time I saw my mother crying
Do you ever wonder what your parents were like before they met each other. How much of him can be blamed on her. How much of her can be blamed on him. Where did the issues come from. I love you but your demons have forced me away. I hold the knife too close to my skin around you. Everything is better on my own. Addtiction to the solitude set in as soon as I tasted its peace. I long for touch but even if I learn to trust others again I'll never trust myself again.