#when will spring come again))

[galarglory]

Blugh vent under cut

I wish I could put my depression in a blender & just blend it up then it was nothing. I have so many ideas & I want to write so badly but depression mental illness brain goes "Oh your writing is bad, no one cares about your ideas, if you talk about this you'll just guilt trip people into caring" & I'm just like Shut up??? I know people like my ideas, I know people care, I don't have to guilt trip people into caring & even if no one else cared so what??? I care! I care for & love my ideas so shut uuuuppppp!

But then I just get stuck & uuuuggghhhh I hate depression.