I’m so tired of crying , tired of being depressed , tired of being lonely , strong , independent , so tired of anxiety , tired of my mind continuously going and racing , tired of hurting , tired of pretending it’s all ok . It’s fucking not and I wanna die . I hate this whole world and my existence in it . I’m tired of being broken hearted . I’m tired of being let down and looked over . I’m tired of being taken as a joke , tired of ppl seeing my worth and just dropping me like glass to shatter , tired of being drained and sucked from , I’m tired of caring , tired of hiding , tired of pretending ; I don’t wanna be here . I keep pouring from an empty glass hoping I’ll get at least a drop in return and in the end I get a hot empty glass . Never to be full again . . . . .
