#whewww...

[livingasaghost]

actually ep 6 had some of the most stunning cinematography jackson parell i am kissing you on the mouth

[badpapers]

did he move into the town perimeters as we know it, or did he live like.. on the outskirts, sort of like how harry and heather did? (i went back and noticed u mentioned Paleville - where in relation to Ashfield vs the game's neighborhoods do u visualize/hc it?) what took him to the town this time around and got him stuck? did he grow up learning how to use a gun or is he self-taught now? why did he move back and forth, and what spurred him into going into nursing for a career? and ofc - what make him asshole, and why??

OH MY GODDDD UR GONNA KILL ME. he lived on levin st. which is the same street as the dog house, i always loved the interior of that house its so cozy so i just chose that area as his childhood home.

honestly ive thought about it and im not really sure it works better as a mystery i suppose, each day he got sicker and more people tried to help and that concept was so unbelievable to him he thought they were out to get him so the longer he worked there the worse he got and one day he just broke, attacked 7 staff in the hospital almost fatally injured a patient and left because he knew he couldnt stay, silent hill was the only other thing he had in his life to run off too i guess.

he didn't grow up using a gun, he lived a fairly below-average life and his parent didn't really care about him besides getting him to work at alchemilla, id say he probably bought it around 1 or 2 years after he moved back to ashfield as self defense and just taught himself how to use it with trial and error which shows his general lack of care in anything dangerous

my logic is that his parents were having money problems and couldnt afford to live in ashfield so they moved to silent hill which was cheaper(i guess lol), he worked at alchemilla when he was old enough and had to leave when his ptv addiction (which was happening at the time he worked there) was making him unsafe to work with and he moved away to not further jeopardize his career

his mother was a nurse and his father was a surgeon, his mom wanted him to be a nurse as well and he didn't have any choice in the matter so he worked at alchemilla from 18-21 and st jeromes from 21-37. he was too afraid and sheltered to try other occupations and all he'd ever known was work in a hospital since he was born to when he died so it was just a constant cycle of self destruction that he refused to escape from out of cowardice

he'd just lived a constant life of abuse from his parents coworkers lovers etc because of transphobia or homophobia or disability abuse just thousands of different things and it had just grown so parasitically into the way that he thinks that anything else was alien to him, hate and fear and lying were just the default ways to live for him and he was used to it by that point that it didnt really matter enough for him to change, and so obviously if people are allowed to treat you this badly in turn he should be allowed to do so as well and it was just so normal to him by then. and so he treated his patients inhumanely and abused his power as a nurse and did everything in his power to make people hate him, really really great guy👍

[savedestroy]

[santiagonex]

me writing an essay on how Lucky by Charli XCX is the IT song of this millennium, a very experimental future-classic too ahead of its time, basically the Like a Prayer of this generation and how corrupted music industry is if it won’t get recognition where it’s due in a form of a Grammy win at least

[fymbmangaboys]

suggest a manga for me to post here. ;) - fymb