Mar 11
finally rereading lookism from chapter one and oh my god it’s like finding old footage of my wife before she died
#steppingstarrambles#very nostalgic lol i’m having a fun#i forgot how lowkey ugly the old art style was no offense but i’m glad ptj changed that shit#just looking at little daniel is crazy 😭😭😭#aaaaa it’s making me think of last year so much..miserable time but i kinda miss it….#Also making me remember my zackjohan insanity might have to bring that back i have new fic ideas.#also just remembered that my uncle tried to essentially auction me off to a boy the second i turned eighteen#always got throw a fun fact in with my posts ❤️#jk that makes it sound really bad i just mean that he found a muslim boy for me and was trying to set it up with my parents#No one informed me btw lol i found out months later lol overhearing it#while reading lookism#they said no obviously but Yeah anyway i love not being muslim anymore everything got better when i realized i didn’t have to follow ts#ANYWAY SORRY i use tumblr as my diary because my twitter is filled with my irls and i don’t want them to see#i’m thinking i should just make an account like this on twitter and go ham it might. be fun. idk#anyway anyway#this is making me really miss the potential lookism had i sorta miss when it was more a slice of life story about looks#the gang stuff is fun too but man. we are so far removed from the og plot#i hate lookism fr but also its how i made most of my. tumblr mutuals. and i like you all very much so like#can’t hate lookism tooooo much#my toxic ex i’ll never be over