An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: ģøėŖØģ§ģ주ģ | Lookism (Webcomic) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kang Dagyeom | DG/Yuk Seongji Characters: Kang Dagyeom | DG Additional Tags: james lee centric, seongji is in this but heās just a fantasy, Canon-Typical Violence, Eating Disorders, Masochism, james is an unhinged freak and thereās no other way to describe it, Masturbation, how unethical is it for james to fantasize about a dead man hurting and killing him, no beta we die like. seongji, Painful Sex, but not described for long Summary:
Sometimes, James wonders what death might feel like.
Itās not often, or even purposeful. Itās the sort of thing that creeps up on him every once in a while, like the itching sensation in your throat when youāre about to catch a cold, or the ache of an old scar that tells you the season is changing. He goes through the motions of the life heās carved out for himself, clawed his way to the top with his bare hands until he bled from the tips of his fingers, and the sweet fantasy of it all ending sings to him within his mind, stuck in his head on loop like his pop songs on the radio.
Sometimes, James thinks about him.
or,
James has a bad day. He takes some time to destress and reminiscence.














