#whining time

[womp-womp-imma-phantom]

Missed a dose of testosterone. Someone kill me this shit sucks im tired, woozy, have brain fog, and feel so so weak.

[meto4]

to be honest since I decided I'll probably start diy hrt after I'm in a safer place to do so the future seems brighter sure but also more uncertain. what the fuck am I supposed to do why are my opportunities suddenly limited and why does it feel like everyone hates me institutionally. I mean sure I'll have to deal with it but it's so fucked up. what did I ever do to anyone

[cadcnce-archived]

“So who’s gonna give me snacks?”

[aceinmyveins]

ok but instead you've got a special talent to make our hearts flutter with every your lil smile and heal any scars with the softest voice and be always here to comfort us in late vlives sharing your thoughts, playing music and ahh :(((

[martindykewood]

i do love and appreciate friendly bullying and i understand and accept that the way i conduct myself and some of the content i produce and engage with is like super mockable and i also dont wanna sound like one of those bitches whos like ‘im afraid to stan a villain bc im being persecuted by antis’ like thats so far from what im saying but like. ugh ok i get that my goofs with my friends are like public bc theyre on our blogs and if i choose to do that then i need to accept that i cant control who will see or react to it and i need to accept that thats gonna be the view ppl have of me. but i dont want it to be? like i dont want fuckin strangers on the internet screenshotting my posts and laughing abt them like its only friendly bullying if we are actually friendly yk. and i think to a certain extent some of yall need to accept that different aspects of a piece of media are gonna appeal to different ppl and it isnt like a moral failing to make posts and jokes on the internet abt a fictional char. and im not talking abt the weird transphobic shit or the fucked up power dynamics shit or any actually problematic content im talking abt literally just ppl taking an interest in a char that you arent interested in. thats like. allowed. fr youre allowed to cultivate your internet experience however you want but some of yall are straight up so fuckin mean lmao..  idk im not vaguing anyone this isnt abt anyone or anything in particular and most of the things ive seen that make me feel this way are from ppl who dont even follow me but like. bottom line im a sensitive bitch and im a good person with lots of good content and its just not good to brain behold that ppl who dont know me are laughing at me and making judgments abt me thats all.

[indominusregina]

i hate this work culture and i hate my job and the shitty vacation and sick time policy because today i drove in with a godsdamned bucket for me to throw up into because of pain from period cramps and migraine combination pains and it is 1000% because i had no time to be able to take the day off and no one to cover my stuff if i stayed home and so i drove an hour both ways and it was probably stupidly dangerous on the way back because i got pretty out of it from the pain and im still not even sure what im saying rn but like there was no option for me to work from home and i can’t wait for someone to actually respond to one of my applications to work somewhere closer to home for the love of the gods please

[landmine-pushing-up-daisies]

i want........ to go get my muffins......... my choco muffins.....................but.....................need to move for that....................agh.................

[landmine-pushing-up-daisies]

:( blocked by a cool poster yet again............. life not fair