Jan 19, 2020
Went to shower this morning, and felt my rib pop right the fuck out of place. This was right before going to clean my MIL’s house, mind you. I am a wreck tonight. 😭
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Went to shower this morning, and felt my rib pop right the fuck out of place. This was right before going to clean my MIL’s house, mind you. I am a wreck tonight. 😭
Omgggggg I hate canker sores.
Man, I feel like everything’s a gripe lately! Sorry, guys! I’m actually doing pretty good overall, promise. I think upping my antidepressants helped a lot, for one thing, and kiddo is really responding well to her adhd meds. Things are good! It just hurts. A lot. In my mouth.
Kiddos spent the night at their grammy’s. I went to bed at 10, and slept almost 12 hours straight. Woke up, and still felt like I could sleep, but I got up anyway, because wtf. Still got a touch of something, but I’m fighting it with rest, vitamins, more rest, and... more vitamins? I also take hot baths, which may or may not be recommended, but my logic is that a raised body temperature is not a virus’ best friend, so I’m going with it. But I’ve got this dry, wheezy cough, and the sinus pressure behind my eyes is intense, but I don’t really have a stuffy nose? I hope I’m not getting a sinus infection.
Man, I screwed out my neck something fierce. I don’t know what I did exactly, but it doesn’t take much these days. (To be clear, I did not do whatever the hell this is, holy shit!)
How can an entire family be so... I don’t know what the word is. They’ve all been super destructive to the environment around here, tearing branches of trees, etc. But when I went out and told them to stop, they said my kid did it. As they were standing there swinging entire tree branches at each other. What in the everlovin’ fuck is the deal?
These are the same kids who accused my kids of picking a fight with them, when they have done nothing but bully everyone up and down the street--both verbally and physically.
Somebody needs to murder my face and resurrect it into a fresh, new face that isn’t throbbing in pain from my inflamed sinuses. Who’s up for it?
I feel like shit, so as much as I want to get more work done on my art, I really think I need to migrate to the couch and rest.
Man, I am exhausted--again. Went out this morning for a variety of reasons, and just got back a few minutes ago. I also am stressed out, because two days in a row now, delivery people have failed to deliver my packages to my house, so now I’m afraid they won’t find my house or something. The first time it was due to a security inspection. This time it was because they were trying to deliver it in the wrong town. Then a Fed Ex truck pulled up, but drove off without leaving anything, and I just basically don’t handle these kinds of situations well, because everything converts to anxiety. So that’s making me more tired.
Sorry about whining, I’ll stop now. ^_^