#whinyblogging

[stephchadz]

The gorgeous @whinyblogging. 

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[pulsarstarr]

Got together with @whinyblogging today for an impromptu photoshoot.

website // instagram // flickr // facebook // twitter

[gretaforkbeard]

guess who’s been absolutely useless all weekend

well not entirely useless but... still pretty useless

[gretaforkbeard]

Gotta love comparing myself to other people and feeling like I'm an eternally incompetent human being and I'll never be good enough AHAHAAA.

[gretaforkbeard]

Things aren't very good right now. My period is ridiculously heavy (because this is the first one I've had in literal MONTHS), I haven't heard back from the people who interviewed me for that job, and for ages after i woke up all I could think about was how chronically, relentlessly irresponsible I am and how it contributes to these messed-up thoughts I've been having for the past year and a half. I'm considering getting myself looked at by a shrink again.

[gretaforkbeard]

don't.... wanna........ wooooooorrrkkk.........

[gretaforkbeard]

does anyone else feel like they're not actually creative or naturally talented at anything, but rather, only good at emulating?

like, maybe I'm not actually talented at art, maybe I'm only good at copying what I see. or maybe I'm not actually talented at playing music, I'm only good because I've copied all the techniques carefully and correctly.

and I feel like I have absolutely zilch creativity in both of those fields. no natural desire to create and illustrate new ideas here, nope... just the ability to emulate, rinse and repeat. it's the same with everything I do, really, if I can be bothered putting effort in.

which makes me feel like I'll never be like the greats, the ones who get popular and famous because they're meant to do what they do and they bring their own unique light to it. if I was meant for this stuff, I'd be doing it all the time, and not just because I'm "good at it".

[leaflotte]

whinyblogging replied to your video

i fuckin love carrie ugh ugh ugh

literally someone get me a plane ticket i need to see her eponine live