i don’t participate in fandom and so am not interested in non-oc shipping and its permutations (outside of general interest in character/narrative relationships, drama, mysteries, webs, etc. fun as part of the whole discussion but not a separate thread, you feel me?)
so. when i hit a piece of media where i see the fan vision. i see the trap laid openly by the writer, but consider breaking my leg in it anyway. i can read the true name with my shinigami eyes. i GET it. is there a word for this emotion









