#white rambles

[woahthisblogappeared]

Holy fuck I'm actually crying bc I saw a post about White Diamond being affectionate and holy fuck it's me thank u for getting me right and not making me a cold distant gem. Thank u for portraying me as long the other diamonds and just... mmm. I feel represented

[whitefx]

Is it strange  that in my head i keep accidentally calling my *very young cousins* my niece and nephew?? Like i’m very much aware they’re my cousins, one of them is 14 years younger than me and the other one is 16-17 years younger than me. For some reason it makes me think i’m like an uncle to them when i’m just their soon to be adult cousin. 

[whitefx]

The fact that people ship Max and David disgusts me. MAX IS FUCKING TEN YEARS OLD. DAVID IS AN ADULT. never okay never will be.

[woahthisblogappeared]

No no no no no She didn't. YELLOW DIDNT DO IT BACK OFF SHE DIDNT DO IT I KNOW SHE WOULDNT SHE LOVED PINK WE ALL DID SHE DIDNT DO IT WHY CANT YOU LEAVE HER ALONE?

[whitefx]

Really was trying not to eat out for dinner tonight, really didn't want my sibling to be an asshole bc i wanted onions on HALF the pizza.. and get bitchy even though she asked me to pay for it even though i'm just about broke. Because fuck me right?

[whitefx]

When will the anti-depressants work again.. 

On a different note, I’ve realized I have a hard time speaking sometimes bc my brain is talking faster than I can actually talk and its hell bc I have to stop, breath, and kind of say fuck it and finish up. It makes me feel like shit, like I can’t talk correctly. So yeah.

[whitefx]

Not going to lie. My mental health these last few days has just taken a nose-dive. A huge part of it is because I haven’t taken my meds in the last week or so.. And i’m not doing well. Fuck.

[whitefx]

When someone doesn’t know that a certain “character” is your persona.. and you drew sad boi and she thinks its a spooky boi... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa