I wish I didn't feel so negative. I'm in such a dark place, and can I blame it for my dark situation? No, I know I can't. We decide how we feel and how we react, no matter who or what is causing the shit. This is so good and bad for me but I know it's mostly good. I need this. And I need to get through it. And on a side note, PRIDE had been scheduled to this weekend in Orlando, but everyone is scared to go. I want to fight everyone who wants to fight us! 🌈 but I also want to hug the haters and hope they don't punch back.









