Wow. Time has flown. This Whole30 thing is nearly over! I'm actually feeling a bit remorseful. The real world is big and scary and full of bad food. I like the safety and comfort of my Whole30 rules. Everything fits neatly into my little Whole30 box and I don't have to worry or make choices. Can you tell I love structure?
The time has come to start thinking about how I want to proceed after Whole30. What will my everyday routine look like? Will I add back my ugly sugary supplements? Thermogenics? Protein shakes? I am way past ever considering adding back dairy or gluten. But what about oatmeal? I used to love oatmeal. Will I ever drink again? I can't recover from ingesting alcohol in less than 4 days anymore. Not worth it, I'm thinking…..I have so many questions circling around in my brain! And I feel pressured (by my own self judgment) to have a distinct black and white answer for everything, right this minute.
But I have to start considering my nutrition as an ever evolving lifestyle. What works today may not work for me next year. One day maybe I'll finally give up on tracking my food. (Despite all the evidence that I should quit, I still can't give up this bad habit yet.) I need to abandon feelings of panic and guilt. Learn to live and let go.
My life is about me. Every minute of every day. Its not about what my neighbor thinks of me, or if they guy behind me at a red-light thinks I'm a jerk, or whether or not I impressed my coach at the gym. Its not about what my boyfriend thinks of my butt, or what my coworkers think i look like in neoprene. My life is about my choices making me happier and healthier every day from now on.