What kind of school is this?
First day of examinations. I'm not feeling well because; 1) My Yeye is still in the ICU because he's really sick 2)Slept for two hours 3)I didn't review.
I woke up around 11:00AM. I was kinda late, our call time is 12PM. I was really hungry because I was so tired and fucked up. So I ate lunch at home because it's my favorite dish and I can't say "NO" because I love "Sinigang na Hipon"!!!
I arrived at school around 12:15PM. I was late and they're starting na. Our proctor is our school discipline. He's really strict? What do you expect? I entered the room quietly. And he was like "Ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo eh no?!!" I was about to say sorry but he's like freaking mad because I was late. "Hapon na nga late pa din!!!" "Eh Sir nasa ICU po kasi--" "AH pumunta ka dun sa gilid!!!! Nasan folder mo?!?" Yes, he's not nice at all. He's a jerk.
I can't think straight so I'm pretty sure I will fail my Advance Algebra test. I just can't stop thinking about my Yeye. He's condition and my condition. I mean, what if? what will happened? You know what I mean? It's really hard to be honest. I was like really not myself at that moment.
Economics time, I was really shocked because suddenly, pinag mumura na ako ng proctor namin because I was cheating daw. Tingin daw ako ng tingin sa papel ng classmate kong si Gleven. I was really in shocked talaga. As in hindi ako naka pag explain ng side ko. He was really mad about it and he was shouting all over the classroom. He said something like "Gusto nyong markahan ko na ng cheating yang mga papel nyo?" "Gago kayo!" "Ang bobo nyo!" "Wala kayong utak!" "Nag aral pa kayo?!" First of all, I'm not looking at Gleven's paper at all. I was looking on the floor. Yung para bang natutulala, daydreaming or whatever. Because I was so confused that time. Second of all. Hindi ako nandadaya. Alam ko sa sarili ko na wala akong kasalanan at hindi ako nandadaya so wag mo akong murahin. Hindi ikaw ang nag papalamon sakin at isa ka lang malaking Discipline Coordinator. At hindi ka dapat nag mumura. What kind of teacher are you? Who do you think you are?
I was so pissed so I went out. I went to the back of the Grade school department and I can't control myself so I was punching the wall. My hands are bleeding and I can't feel anything. My mind is so fucked up and I'm so embarrassed. I just want to cry. Lolo ko nasa ICU, hirap na hirap yung kalagayan. We're broke. Halos wala akong tulog, walang na review dahil hindi nga ako mapakali. Tapos mumura-murahin ka kahit wala kang ginagawang masama? I mean c'mon. Give me break. Stop. My life is so fucked up and you guys need to stop. JUST STOP.
I went to the clinic because my hands are bleeding. I saw some of my classmates and they were like "Uy nabalitaan ko pinagmumura ka daw ni Gabion?" and I was like straight face and pissed face. The nurse asked me what happened I said nadapa ako. But then I told her what really happened and she said I should talk to my adviser about it but I was like no biggie. But yeah. She gave me ice for my hands. My hands are numb and I can't feel my fingers like seriously.
What I hate about my friends, nakikita na nga nila akong badtrip. Pero wala pa din silang pake. But later on nag hang out naman kami and we talked about it and Good vibes all the way.
Dear Sir Gabion,
You're a teacher, a discipline coordinator not a dictator. Don't act like a jerk. You're a douche and you're the worst ever.
"the cheater" ,
