thank you for teaching me things about myself i never knew. thank you for all the sacrifices youve made for me, for us. thank you for loving me no matter what. thank you for always forgiving me. and thank you for always believing in me and supporting me (sort of), it means the world to me.
do i still have a crush on you? idk man, not talking for 2 months has definitely made the feelings seem like theyre gone, but that could all change if i ever spoke to you in person. but alas, we must. we probably wont anytime soon, because youre a huge pussy. you know you are. and thats annoying. because here i am, waiting for you to “get back to me”, but if you keep dragging it out, then nah man, you cant do that to my feelings. i just want us to be friends again. thats all i really want more than anything. i dont care if you dont want to be in a relationship again (well i do care but like, even i dont know if i want one now… it all depends on what you say, if you will ever say anything.) but i hope youre okay. i know youre going through a lot of shit right now and your self esteem is doing the thing again and i wish i could be there for you, i really really wish i could be there for you. but, this is what you wanted so.. :/ well school starts soon anyway so you’ll be once again surrounded by love and support by your classmates, a thing i only wish i could still give you.