#why is everything so exhausting

[sad-trash-hobo]

Wanting coworkers to understand what I've been through just so I can have someone at work who understands while also not wanting anyone to know anything about it because it's not their business and would just be a piece of gossip that no one would know what to do with is so tiring!! Seeing other coworkers make connections and friends with other coworkers and I feel like I'm not able to connect and bring anything to the table to socialize with. I told a coworker I'm seeing my chemical romance and marilyn manson later this year and she didn't know who either of them were. I see them socializing and making casual plans and it seems so easy. I used to be able to make friends and now its so hard and weird and complicated

[sae-something]

And to top it off I just found out old T will be at the place below my house thursday morning. I work from home thursday mornings. Gotta find an answer to the question: am I gonna say hi or not. May have to discuss it with A today, but also ugh, do I wanna spend the session on that? I don't know.

[sunsetpan0rama]

I know I could write if I wanted to...and write beautifully too.. but I just don't want to dude...it's so exhausting

[someone-out-there-lovesyou]

i don’t wanna go back to work i really really don’t

[beclynn-herondale]

I shouldn't be this exhausted with life at 17

[bangtanity]

ummm so...

I was thinking about a gap year after I graduate. Like I need some kind of time off from school or time for myself. Like I want to go abroad or something.

But my mom isn‘t fond of the idea...she thinks it‘s a wasted year in which I could already start at uni. But I already feel like I can‘t handle it anymore. Like it‘s too much. And after uni I have to get a proper job so I won‘t really get the ability ughh

I don‘t know what to do...

[janovec]

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[celiaelise]

I am now having lunch with NEITHER of my parents, but at least I’m out of the house? 😧