I am not ready for this

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I am not ready for this
I WANT SOMEONE ELSE TO GET THE FOCUS
Why you?
Why you love me ? for who I am for my beauty or are you just lying me? Why you hate me ? because I hurt you because I rejected you or just because you couldn't accept the truth? I'm difficult, I know this I say a lot of things I hurt, I love, I suffer, I laugh I'm a human after all But if you love me Please accept me as who I am If you can't, please don't try to change me Because the change will never happen
CP why
La nostra canzone, quella che rimbombava ogni sera nel garage mentre facevamo a gara con lo skate al primo che toccava la saracinesca di fondo. La canzone che ci ha accompagnato per le strade mentre prendevamo Pringles alla paprika e Monster al distributore in piazza. La canzone che ho ascoltato ogni volta che mi mancavi in questi ultimi tempi. La stessa canzone che ho sentito il giorno in cui mi hai abbandonata, la stessa che ora non riesco più a riprodurre perché ricordo troppe cose. La nostra canzone, che non è più nostra. È solo mia, perché tu non sei voluto rimanere ad ascoltarla con me.
I don't know what to do with myself. One of my ways to cope when I don't know what to do is just put on some AH content and distract myself. Been binging old content for the last week too. I don't know what to do now. I've had ryan on a pedestal for almost a decade.
„Scheiss drauf, scheiss auf all die Männer die ich beim feiern jedes Mal kennenlerne. Am Ende will ich trotzdem nur das du mich willst.“