Frustrated beyond belief. I'm nearing the breaking point yet again. Just when I think things are better, all the progress made is undone because some things don't seem to be changing. Yes some has changed. But not the stuff that affects me or our relationship. It's taken so much self control to keep my shit together. I'm losing sleep. I'm stressed. I'm depressed. I'm angry. I'm feeling an entire spectrum of emotions. I don't know how long I can handle this.














