#whydoievenexist

[obsidian-daydream]

Ppl are such fuckin hypocrites. This mental health shit like "look after ur strong friend". None of them do it. If i see ppl who say they are "my friend" saying that shit i know they are absolute liars. Ppl can say im their friend but till they actually show it (like i have always tried to do) I know i have no real friends. Dont just say things. Actually do them too. If i tell ppl to look out for their friends i expect myself to do the same thing. That fucks me right off. If you think youre my friend, ur wrong. If you were a friend of mine i wouldnt be lonely. I havnt seen anyone outside my immediate family(or social workers, councilors etc) in months MONTHS!

[booksteabats]

Waking up in strange places has never been my strong suit. It's always made sleeping at a friends place for the first time, like tonight a special brand of hell. But tonight topped the charts at new levels of inferno when I had the worst fucking experience and now I can't sleep. Literally afraid to close my eyes because of the memory and can't stop crying.

[nieko-freako-blog]

Haven't felt this shitty in awhile

[samoosee-blog]

I question what the fuck I'm doing with my life most of the time...

Then I remember: I don't have a life.

...Well fuck-

[morningskiies]

Why don't people like me? It really hurts when you try so fucking hard to make friends, and people basically punch you in the face. Fuck you. I hate myself for being such a failure.

[moderately-happy]

I'm so very very uneeded. I quiet often forget how irrelevant I am, so when things happen that make me realize how much I really don't matter it kinda sucks a lot and it makes me wanna lock myself in my room forever.

[creative-wanderings]

Fuck. Shit. Bollocks. Bugger.

Learn to be a better person to avoid feeling like the most horrendous person to ever walk this planet with too many emotions and not enough words to explain them without coming across like an absolute bitch.

[exodushoneyy]

My. life. is. such. drama.