#will i know

[pettybourgeoiz]

[sagihairius]

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[juke160]

Real cool track from producer Hyper Pause, “Will I Know”. Super soulful vibing footwork track with chopped up female vocals. Love it. Free download, too. Part of his “Will I Know EP”.

Cop the full EP ($5) @ http://henrypause.bandcamp.com/album/will-i-know-2

[amourshadows-blog]

[wordsandworks]

Will I Know

I hate her,

With an indescribable fueling passion.

  Every waking moment is filled with dreams,

Thoughts,

Of her being in pain,

Suffering,

Yet, bringing me happiness,

All in the same moment.

  But how is this a cruel thought,

When I only repay her in mind,

What she so generously,

Bluntly,

Tells me of myself.

  She embodies her anger,

In a tantrum of the mind,

Yet shares it with no fret,

Only hitting,

Beating,

My mind and soul,

Will do her justice.

  Yet, with her frustration,

That she immediately points her finger in my direction,

In her eyes I see a flicker,

A glimmer of anger,

She needs a mirror to condemn.

  Will I become the very person I despise?,

Will her yells echo inside of me,

And travel through every inch of my brain until it somehow convinces a certain thought of familiarity.

  I will become the center of hypocrisy,

If I cry in pain of my own yells,

If these screeches show a mirror reflection of myself,

I wonder with utter confusion.

  To now condemn myself which will be more appropriate,

A portrait,

Or a mirror?,

And with a mirror in my sweaty tired palms,

  Will I know who sits there,

With confusion in his eyes?