#williamhiddles

[smalldestiel]

want to help me out?

i'm trying to write a new song, it's for an interview so i can show them what i can do, and i have part of one written and wanted to know if it's okay??

i'm not a pro song writer like it's super how hOW DO PEOPLE DO IT???

(by the way i was thinking of merthur when i wrote it so apoligies, and my interview will be in germany so the lyrics can be a little cheesy haha)

this is the song (i'd appreciate it if you don't share, thank you! and yes i'M WEARING MY PJS FORGIVE ME IT WAS LATE)

here are lyrics in case you need them!

your smile is like a warm embrace,

it let's me know things will be okay, 

and i can't count the times i've felt,

like when you hold me my heart might melt.

i'll take a step away to see,

if you still want to be with me,

cause i don't know what to do,

i'm just happy that i've got you.

hold me tightly, can you hear my beating heart?

rest your head on my chest, we'll take turns playing footsie in the dark.

cause your smile is like a star, that shines down on me from afar,

your laugh is like a song, i've needed to hear all along,

your eyes how can i say, i just want to stare at them all day,

but alas it's just a dream, i wish you'd come back to me.

[smalldestiel]

my hard drive is shot, no way to save anything on my computer :c

[smalldestiel]

it's been almost two years since i joined tumblr, and to celebrate i decided to say thank you to those who've made this place as wonderful as it is to me. whether we're close friends, or just talk once a while, i love you all dearly. thank you for being such great people. ♥ (hover for comments)

sexyhiddles

vincecarters

deanogorman

sirmarvel

makototachibana

windtersoldier

+blogroll

[smalldestiel]

this is gonna get sappy

you might wanna prepare yourself i'm about to get personal and shit

so a while ago i stopped talking to a friend because she was being offensive and rude and just not a good friend at all

but today we talked for the first time in like 5 months? and she asked if we could talk maybe once a week and just try to start over new because she and i have a history that is so complicated just thinking about it makes me cringe ugh

but even though at first i wanted to, i thought about it all day, and ended up telling her that i didn't want to talk to her, even once a week, because i didn't want to end up falling into our old friendship because it was so messy

and i had so tell you all this because the reason i declined was because of you all!! like i thought about the role she would play in my life,and then i thought about the role all of you have played, just tumblr in general and i realized when i'm here i'm just surrounded by so much love and happiness, that i don't need her, not on bit

and i'M SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF MYSELF FOR ACTUALLY TELLING HER THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO AND NOT STARTING THAT FRIENDSHIP AGAIN AHH

i don't want that messy old stuff coming into my new life in germany, i only want the best of the past and the things that makes me the happiest, and that includes you all.

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH, YOU MAKE ME STRONG AND MAJESTIC AND I JUST WANNA HUG YOU THANK YOU

p.s. i'm gonna celebrate leaving the past in the past by watching jimmy fallon and eating cereal oh yeah

[useryennefer]

(ㆁᴗㆁ✿)

url: don’t get it | not bad | nice | good job | love it omg | who did you kill

theme: not my type | ehh | decent | I like it | pretty amazing | I’m stealing it

icon: don’t get it | not bad | nice | pretty | flawless omg | brb killing myself

posts: not my type | not bad | nice job | love | perfection | give me your password

following: no sorry but ily | just followed | yes | you mean stalk what

NO MORE PLEASE!

[smalldestiel]

omg i booked my plane ticket wahT

i don't know if you know but i'm going to germany in may??? like i just booked my plane ticket for the 13th aND I CAN'T STOP SMILING

SO LIKE I HAVE A STOP IN FRICKING ICELAND!! I CAN'T WAIT TO TAKE PHOTOS FROM THE PLANE OMG

but real talk okay

probs when i go to germany i won't be on tumblr as much because i'll be staying with my grandparents and they are not big fans of me being glued to the computer haha bUT I WILL CHECK MESSAGES ALL THE TIME NO WORRIES

and its like a huge step for me because i'm going there kinda risky and hoping i get accepted to one of the places i applied to?? i might not, a lot of people don't, but if it's not the end of the world like i can still find a job, go to school next year, no biggie!

BUT YEAH I THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU ALL KNOW CAUSE YOU'RE MY MATES OKAY

p.s. i'M GONNA MISS MY BIRTHDAY AT HOME I JUST REALIZED WOW

[smalldestiel]

williamhiddles replied to your post: “i just got back from miami! [[MOR] so i went to miami today it was...”:

YOU'RE THE ONLY THING IMPORTANT HERE OKAY

OH MY GOD ILY

[smalldestiel]

i just got back from miami!

so i went to miami today it was a fOUR FRICKING HOUR DRIVE BOTH WAYS KILL ME

BUT LOOK AT THESE PRETTY BUILDINGS!!!

and me!!

IT WAS SO PRETTY THERE

and guess what i saw

I TOOK THE CHANCE TO TOUCH THE BOOTY

I'M SORRY I'M YELLING I GOT 5 HOURS OF SLEEP AND WENT INSANE SITTING IN A CAR FOR 8 HOURS ASDFKJ;LSDFK;