and i should be more clever // mel & will
"I'm sorry?" Should she even be apologizing to him? It didn't feel wrong.... It felt old. It felt like sixteen. Old and familiar and wrong. Because even then she shouldn't have had him. She should have been alone--and lonely. She was bad at what they'd had. She was bad at first times. Bad at everything. Even if he thought--insisted was the better word--it was fine. That she was.











