#willo!

[ankaaz]

Sigh. Do you know that one song Until I Found You by Stephen Sanchez. Lmao it’s probably doing to be in my Spotify wrapped top five. And he has another song Because of You, and it’s perfection.

I’m imagining Atsumu singing it, because I’m convinced that he can sing. And I think he can play piano kind of. Idk I just feel it in my soul that his mom got him and osamu to take some sort of music lessons when they were young.

And just ahhh imagine him playing Because of You. there this one line: “I like you heart and I like it’s size.” And that line is me in a nutshell, idk lol I just have a big heart, and it makes me feel nice when people notice and don’t take advantage. So imagining him singing that is making me feral.

Is there a lyric that you would want him to to sing. Like a line in a song where you’re like holy shit that’s me.

omg yes!!! I am a huge fan of that song, and I haven't heard the other one so I'll have to give it a listen :) ugh yes, that would be so attractive. I don't think Atsumu would have like the perfect singing voice, but I do think he'd have a rough, charming singing voice. he'd totally serenade you and pretend he hadn't been practicing loads for this moment haha.

hmm, honestly I can't think of any line in a song that I feel like fits me, but also I tend to listen to songs based off of the feeling rather than the lyrics. instead him playing the piano and signing, I think I'd love it if we were just driving aimlessly in the night and the song call me out by sea girls was playing or we were dancing to it. idk, I just love the vibe of the song haha, but I also do like the lyrics "oh, love when you call me out / pull me up to ground / mouth to mouth" from the song.

[ankaaz]

El did I send an ask or did tumblr eat it lol? Maybe I didn’t lol.

Anyways, I’ve been nerding out about the James Webb photos. So fucking cool. I was word vomiting about it to my coworkers.

Also wanted to congratulate you on your job. I’m glad your effort was rewarded in the end 💕. Job hunting fucking sucks.

And omg el, I’m so happy rn. I went out with coworkers the other day. And I have plans to go out with another one soon. And two of my coworkers told me they smile a lot when we work together 🥺. And this one supervisor at the store I trained at says hello and talks to me when he sees me. Like I’ve always convinced myself I’m super unlikeable, so it’s really insane to me this is all happening. But I’m happy I’m being more social because I used to be cripplingly shy.

I was also thinking of a Haikyuu barista au. I was salivating thinking about sakusa in an all black outfit with the red apron. Can u imagine just watching him make drinks. Beautiful. Me and atsumu would make him make tiktoks with us all the time. Capitalize on his good looks.

And now I like black cold brews. Which I totally thought would never happen because I don’t like coffee much lol. I also like iced quad espressos with soy milk. I still like the sweet drinks, but I’m trying to limit the sugar I’m having lul. Fr you can have up to five drinks a shift, it’s insane. I try to cap it at two or three lol.

But el, you should try a matcha frappe made with heavy cream(but the default milk is fine too) sub peppermint syrup with frappe chips. It tastes like mint chocolate chip ice cream 🤤. My one coworker gets it with extra ice so she eats it with a spoon. I get it every once and awhile, because it’s quite indulgent lol.

this is the only message I've gotten from you, so the good ol hellsite must've eaten it :((

the james webb photos are SO cool!! I'm still geeking out over them tbh, I adore them. I am a very big space person haha, so the side by side comparisons have me screaming.

ahhh tysm!! I was definitely reaching the end of my patience with job hunting so I'm really glad this one worked out haha.

ooh that's great! I hope you had so much fun!! it's always so nice when the people around you help with deconstructing things you thought about yourself (in a good way, ya know?). I've totally had the same experience because I'm pretty quiet irl and it makes me nervous people think I don't want to be around them, but whenever someone tells me that's not true or says smth else nice internally I go !!! haha.

ugh... Sakusa... in EH there's a scene where he cooks and I was salivating over him wearing a black apron because I am Down Bad for that man. but him at starbucks... gah a dream come true. lmao, any tiktok you two make with him would get like 10x more views than normal I bet.

welcome to the dark side >:) hands down tho my favorite drink is the vanilla sweet cream coldbrew but do 2 pumps van syrup and 2 pumps peppermint. I've probably reced it before and I'll rec it until I die I swear. and 5 drinks per shift??? dude I'd be so hyper if I worked there lmao and have the most insane sugar crashes.

ooh I'm not a fan of frappes, but I'll tinker with it and maybe get a matcha w/ all the specifications. I am a sucker for mint choc chip anything hehe

[ankaaz]

How are you El? How was the tattoo. How’s life? Etc etc

hi Willo! ah I'm doing alright. with everything going on it's kind of hard to feel positive about much lol. but my tattoo is all healed up which is nice!! I'm already thinking about my next one, I just need to find an artist I think can execute the idea well :) how are you?? what have you been up to?

[ankaaz]

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMLbLgbSB/

Ok I’m sorry but my friend sent me the first tiktok, and I found this one and I miss him.

It’s a crime to look good when u first wake up. Today I woke up with one of my braids undone, so it was a half braided half kinda braided wavy mess. I also just tend to have sleeping under squishmallows and pillows hair. So I just find people waking up pretty unrealistic lol. But all the Haikyuu boys probably would wake up pretty smh.

Sigh the tiktok audio also makes me think of atsumu. Reminds me of my thought process when I like someone 🥸. Honestly in like middle school if I got caught looking at someone I would whip my head the other way. Like pls middle school me could u have been a little less obvious 💀. Good times.

genuinely would have a heart attack if i woke up next to him... but whatta way to go HAHA

and i wholeheartedly agree. my hair is always a mess when i wake up and it takes me like a half hour+ to fully become cognizant. definitely a slow starter.

it's okay, we were are all very obvious in middle school, i swear it's part of growing up lmao. i still am obvious sometimes + a shit liar so... on the rare occasion i like someone, i feel like i have a neon sign hanging over my head announcing it to the world

[ankaaz]

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMLbLNcGW/

I just wanted to share this tiktok because I’m feral over it. I just want to size compare my hands with his 🥲. My hands are quite small surprisingly. But it’s ok, because In my day to day life I’m taller than him because I’m usually wearing docs 😌. He’s accepted it.

Other than that I’m living the brown sugar oat shaken espresso life (I’ve had too many at this point) Had my first grouchy customer today. She was all “I said this I said that. I have work, put a rush on it” look lady I’m sorry that my manager told me throw out a mobile order because it was out for over an hour, and then she came ten minutes after I threw it out but didn’t know what was on the order so she had to call someone to figure the order out. But also had a customer that said to keep spreading my sunshine around. Pls that’s so sweet 😭. Honestly, customer service can either be super fun or meh.

Hope you’re doing ok, and I hope that your tattoo session is coming up soon.

NAH BECAUSE I HAVE THAT TIKTOK IN MY FAVORITES LMAO

also idk why but atsumu totally gives me the vibes of a guy who'd compare hand sizes to aid in flirting haha. or even to 'smoothly' grab your hand... like he puts his hand against yours palm to palm at first, comments slyly on the size, then moves his hand to the side so his fingers slide between the slots in yours and BAM you're holding hands and he's got this proud lil smirk 😌

ooh i really want to try making those at home!! i've just been too lazy to do it HAHA, but i remember liking it when i tried it. also, yikes :/ sorry about the grouchy customer. even if most are super nice or even unremarkable, sometimes have a bad interaction can sour everything

i'm doing really good! i've had some interviews recently for exciting jobs, so things are looking up hehe. i also got my new tattoo this week!! four hour long session but soooo worth it. i'm very excited to take the saniderm cover off and show it off