😇🙊😩
( 😇 ) an innocent text
[text]: WILLY!
[text]: I am craving a kiss from the most beautiful girl I know.
( 🙊 ) a text that was never sent
[text]: I know why I’m like this. It’s not a hard thing to figure out. Everyone who has claimed to love me has done wrong by me, has left me, has gone away for good eventually. I know it seems obvious that just because people have in the past doesn’t mean you or whoever will. But I don’t know how much more of giving myself to people to be cast aside I can take. And I’ve felt that way for a long time, so I haven’t given myself to anyone else. I can’t bring myself to. I want to. I psyche myself up for it and then it comes to the point and I hit a wall. I want to get over that. I don’t want to lose you because I can’t get over it. But... I’m not sure that I can get over it. And you deserve someone who doesn’t have any of that baggage. Who doesn’t let anything stand in the way of how they feel about you. I want to be that guy, but I’m not sure I ever will be.
( 😩 ) a worried text
[text]: It’s been five minutes and you haven’t texted me back. Are you dead?













