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What a fantastic April, honestly. BTS comeback. PLAVE comeback. Husband obsessed with me (his words, not mine lol). Finally writing again and it actually feels good. Somehow I keep collecting Aries oshis so it's a month long celebration. And just, idk, feeling joy in the day-to-day. Like, I was not in this positive a head space my last couple of birthdays, I can tell you that much. Still climbing, still learning, still healing, still cultivating peace 💜
I wasn't sure if Right Kind of Man would speak to anyone, or more specifically, would be good enough for anyone. But I'm so glad I posted it anyway. Shout out to @lxveuntold and @yoonmetogether for being there while I re-gathered my courage to come back to writing. Our conversations were small, but they really make a difference for someone like me who's persistently stuck in my own head 💜
I miss beta reading, but I'm kind of terrified to do it again for free because some of these writers are wild out here...rude af after asking me for honest feedback on your 130k manuscript or because I don't spend every line of feedback sucking your ass. Especially because I genuinely give all my feedback as kind and helpful as I can, why would I ever want to tear down an author's morale? All that tells me is that you're not ready for publishing to a ruthless audience who doesn't give a fuck about your feelings.
(talking about original works, fics can't help but be a fun time)
Honestly...I don't post enough about PLAVE and that's gotta change.
Naturally, my first instinct is to write drabbles for them. But I only found like 7 PLAVE x reader fics on ao3 so... 🥲 Do I have the strength to be the change I want to see in the world?
Anyway, scifi cyberpunk eunho teaching reader piano lessons illegally to support the revolution that reader inevitably gets swept up in..
There's also a time travel au between all 5 that is RIGHT THERE, especially with Caligo release coming, like my head is overheating with possibilities...
It's all clawing its way out of my brain what do you want me to do??? 😭
I made a fic update schedule, but I'm being too chickenshit to post it jfkhskdjf
I need the commitment to live, but oof I've turned into someone who watches deadlines fly right past my face. I need to NOT BE THAT PERSON ANYMORE, I have goals 😔
Have you ever been rewatching UGH! from the Mots ON:E concert and by the end you're on the floor and you don't even remember when you got there??? He walked on stage and I just fuckin blacked out dsfkjshgsg
How can one's Yoongi obsession possibly increase further? I don't understand. He's already my ultimate bias. Already connected to my soul. I have his LYRICS tattooed on my BODY. I've sobbed so many tears, been saved from dark corners, learned so many useless facts, been comforted and healed, contemplated what it means to be human, and laughed until my stomach hurt.
And yet here I am, feeling my love for him increase AGAIN? What is this sorcery?
"I'm excited for the next chapter"
No, you're not. You're actually actively disregarding all the effort I've already put into what I posted, refusing to engage with me at all about what already exists and instead only putting pressure on me to hurry and produce more free things for you to consume without providing or exchanging any meaningful feedback as if writers are machines and not real people who put their heart and soul and time and effort into their work.
It's not a compliment. If that's all you have to say just don't say anything, babe 💜
