〈 unprompted◞ ❛ @wingsought . 〉
being a mercenary has been lucrative, not just for his wallet, but
for so many more important reasons. one of those reasons (the
majority of those reasons, really) stands before him; the ex-SOLDIER
feels the frantic beat of his nerves against his chest as he settles
on a knee to reveal a ring made of beauty & simplicity, "wanna get
married?"
he could tell just by looking at him that zack was a little nervous ——— could see it in the way he’d carried himself . cloud was about to question him , to ask if he was alright & what was on his mind , but before he’d even had the chance zack was sinking to the floor in front of him .
his brain stopped . that was the only way he could describe it really ; everything just halted . the world , his mind , his lungs ——— everything was on standstill & despite not at all intending it cloud’s expression was infeasibly blank . gears of his mind had to chug in overdrive to process three simple words , words that were so inexplicably zack ... so casual , so mundane , despite their heavy intention , but cloud still couldn’t process he was really hearing them .
him ? he wanted to marry him ? they’d been dating for years now , he supposed it wasn’t too farfetched for any couple , but ...
sometimes he still struggled to fathom that zack really loved him as much as he proclaimed so willfully day in & day out . how on the planet was he ever supposed to come to terms with the prospect that he wanted to marry him ?
zack wanted him to be his husband .
cloud realizes , suddenly , that he’s just been standing there completely dumbfounded & emotionless for a bit too long , can see it in the shifts in zack’s expression ——— that quickly rising worry , or doubt , or both . everything resumed then with the simple need to to reassure the other ; air filled his lungs in a sudden inhale & sound reached his since muted ears once more , letting in the white noise of the world around him .
cloud went to speak despite not knowing what to say , simply trying to quell that fear before it had a chance to rise any higher , but the only thing that managed to slip free was a choked up noise . as if belatedly , cloud’s emotions resumed their time as well .
in mere seconds he was overwhelmed ; tears filling his eyes & throat constricting , breath was coming in shorter , smaller gasps , heaving out the air that built up there & before he knew it ... cloud was crying , sobbing , really & hands flew up in a frantic attempt to wipe away the undeniable evidence .
in a split second zack was flying up from the floor , pulling him close into a concerned embrace & apologizing , reassuring that cloud didn’t have to answer ——— or say yes & cloud couldn’t help a choked up & teary laugh .
since when did you start jumping to such frantic conclusions ? thought that was my job .
arms wrap tightly around the taller male & heart swells as zack instinctively directs cloud’s head with a gentle hand , positioning him under his chin protectively , comfortingly , like he’s done ever since cloud’s time comatose from mako poisoning . he loves this man ... with absolutely everything he had , he loved him . ❛ no ... ❜ cloud speaks wetly , hands soothingly running up & down the expanse of his partners back , choking out a resurgence of his blubbering whilst trying to force the overbearing emotions in his heart into a coherent semblance of words . ❛ i’m sorry , i was just ... of course , yes , i mean i ——— ❜
cloud takes a breath , grounding himself a little more & as his thoughts recollect another teary laugh slips free . ‘ wanna get married ? ’ now if that wasn’t the most zack fair way of doing things that he could ever think of . cloud wouldn’t have wanted him to ask him in any other way .