I shouldn’t have watched this fucking show if I knew stuff like this was to come out of it there’s just too many stressors at work here
I’ve already had to deal with another person in another fandom (who ive also blocked because they make noncon/rape) stealing oc traits and designs from my work so im already just wary of anything in that sphere
I wish I wouldn’t overreact like this and I wish I wouldn’t put myself in situations like this that cause me to overreact I hate not being aware of when I go too far in a conversation or accidentally stepping on someone’s toes no matter how formally and nicely I try to phrase things
I’m not mad at the person that blocked me, I’m not trying to start “drama”, god knows this fandom has enough of that already. I’m remorseful at my own feelings getting hurt by my own misinterpretation, and sad that I got blocked mid-discussion in a public forum before an agreement could be reached despite my best attempts to be courteous while also expressing and apologizing for why I’m acting the way I’m acting. I don’t know what you want from me. I don’t know what anyone wants from me anymore try as I might.
Might be for the best if I just delete this app honestly it’s doing nothing but spiking my heart rate and making me anxious about my own comfort media and my own f/os.