#winterleech yap

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Shirt arrived,,, it’s like seeing your loved ones return from war 🥹

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I shouldn’t have watched this fucking show if I knew stuff like this was to come out of it there’s just too many stressors at work here

I’ve already had to deal with another person in another fandom (who ive also blocked because they make noncon/rape) stealing oc traits and designs from my work so im already just wary of anything in that sphere

I wish I wouldn’t overreact like this and I wish I wouldn’t put myself in situations like this that cause me to overreact I hate not being aware of when I go too far in a conversation or accidentally stepping on someone’s toes no matter how formally and nicely I try to phrase things

I’m not mad at the person that blocked me, I’m not trying to start “drama”, god knows this fandom has enough of that already. I’m remorseful at my own feelings getting hurt by my own misinterpretation, and sad that I got blocked mid-discussion in a public forum before an agreement could be reached despite my best attempts to be courteous while also expressing and apologizing for why I’m acting the way I’m acting. I don’t know what you want from me. I don’t know what anyone wants from me anymore try as I might.

Might be for the best if I just delete this app honestly it’s doing nothing but spiking my heart rate and making me anxious about my own comfort media and my own f/os.

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Howdy, I am not up to date on all the drama shit that goes on on this hellsite, but I hope you are doing alright, and wanted to say that I always love seeing your art and your shipping stuff, and am sorry people were being sucky enough to discourage you from it.

Thanks for your kind words! I’m thankfully doing a little better than I was last week(?) (timeflow has been weird for me lately)

Not sure if and/or when I’ll come back to VB posting tbh but it’s very nice to know that I am perceived and liked and missed by others :] /gen

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Also happy Father’s Day to Watch’s dad, whom Jonas Venture stole a leg from

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Aside from my WWF fixation, another reason why I haven’t been as active on VB tumblr is the anonymous unfounded harassment that has been befalling some of my mutuals. Scary stuff. I take measures to prevent it on my end (such as preventing anonymous asks) but I also just generally want no part of it. Stay safe yall

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Off topic for this blog I know but I watched the new HTTYD and it resonated so deeply with 5yo me, who remembers the original as the first movie they ever watched, that I cried several times and had to draw Toothless again. He’s like an old friend or a childhood pet to me

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Haven’t dropped in on the venture bros fandom in a minute but it sounds like from the looks of things it’s for the best if I haven’t?

Idk my real life has been so dogshit lately I think any more exacerbation would have sent me over the edge

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Happy (belated) trans day of visibility from Gauge bee tee dubs