#wisdomkillz

[wisdomheals]

Choose

How do you gain trust in a person that broke it?

An internal strength, a tormenting emotion.

Distinguish your feelings, those intangible contracts,

For those you can choose.

Your weapon in times of triumph or tribulation.

The person it’s pointed at is your move.

[wisdomheals]

I just want to study her philosophy under the night sky. Understand her mind, either her left or right. The creativity in her life or the organization chart of her goals. I want to look at her naked as if we were living in an ancient world. Understanding her perfection with a kiss on her dome. So she can feel like she is at home, a place where she and I can sit alone. Alone… but together. It’s like when the sun is out during rainy weather. My heart is committed but age is more than a number. Let’s sit there and ponder, while I both recognize and wonder. There is no category in which our love can fall under.

[wisdomheals]

Potion for Emotion

An expression of emotion demonstrated in the contradicting motion. People do that while they are off the potion Where is your devotion? I long to love but love so long it hurts I feel so small when im mad because i understand where i truly land I understand the world through the negatives But it makes me positive since i can see through it As transparent as this shot Vodka to the head so you wont remember the end The end of the day where you long to stay because everything seems true then The real in your thoughts The burn in your chest It feels like a heavy bullet proof vest, methaphorically Since it is the only thing keeping you alive, that one vibe Ill make that vibe the beat of my heart because its the start That is something that cant be erased by that shot.

[wisdomheals]

Worth

A slight change in mood can be either the first step into a steep downhill or uphill. One requires sacrifice the other is destructive, it's kind of seductive. Intuition pulls you to the side because you aren't being productive. What's a fool like me going to do in a world like that? fight for what? Should I start strong right off the bat? I want it all in a heartbeat but I might end up with a heart attack. For all the beats I skip, I'm off and on the track. Breathing requires skill to counter that violent rage that's felt. Just sink into your brain and let your spirit melt. It's going to be alright, or so you tell yourself. For when the next heart attack you know to deal with it well. It's a curse though cause you expect more but that's the reason why the poor stay poor. Why the rich hit north or the positive move with action that can leave a scorch. Teach yourself worth or you'll end up buried in the earth.

[wisdomheals]

A fight with what's right against myself in one night, scolding myself for every possible fright. So many universes but just one reality, my head is so wicked I always see passed dreams. A marijuana fiend trying to live a humble life in a world of deception, no wonder I never have reception. Let's just live with the nightmares and gloomy morning clouds. We are all alone but we are all human. Alone and together, all in one movement.

[wisdomheals]

Don't expect more than you can receive. Don't give people attention because you expect it back. I think that humans have grown too used to this give and take routine. Sometimes we just have to accept the fact that we won't always get what we want. So we should always keep our guard up, even for the most full proof plans.

[wisdomheals]

I breath in this air that is so thick to me, the problems are so heavy but they aren't easily seen. I exhale the pain but I inhale the smoke. Marijuana is an escape? Well then I'll live to toke. People around me think it's easy to just bring someone's hopes up and then just shoot them down. I don't need help, my anger keeps me safe and sound. I scream at the moon like if that will get me anywhere soon. My rage is like a cloak and my soul is being soaked. Soaked with the darkness of a lonely boy. A boy that feels useless, like a broken toy. I live for the future but I always look back at my past. It's a constant cycle how long will this last? Suicide isn't an option, I have to much to live for. But why live when there is no one there to walk with you.