#wistfullydead

[sicklylov]

sometimes i feel like an abandoned dog , craving' attention once it's brought to me , but wanting to run in fear of being abandoned again

[sicklylov]

@ [sicklylov] ? .ᐟ

" whatever you are , havin' ya by my side is way better than not havin' you at all... "

⋆˙⟡ call me mutt or fable

☆ ⌜ 19 , it / neos ⌟

⋆˙⟡ i am happily taken. do not try to pursue me. however , i love makin' friends ^_^ !! feel free to talk !! i don't bite :3

⋆˙⟡ i am pro-recovery

☆ ⌜ this is a yan blog. i am mentally ill and my posts will reflect that. it might include themes such as ED , sh , trauma , etc. ⌟

⋆˙⟡ do not bring religion into my page. i love religious themes , yet christianity/catholicism makes me uncomfortable

⋆˙⟡ DNI ⟢ under 16 , a MAP , TERFS , transmeds , radqueers , etc. i block as i please.

☆ ⌜ to minors viewing this blog. i'm not your parent. just be mindful of what you're consuming. ⌟

⋆˙⟡ yan types: rdml , ccdaf , lsmt

⋆˙⟡ tags

☆ ⌜ ⌗sleepydevotion ⌟ obslove thoughts/posts

☆ ⌜ ⌗sleepinginsimplicity ⌟ random thoughts/yappin

☆ ⌜ ⌗awakewithinsin ⌟ reblogs

☆ ⌜ ⌗wistfullydead ⌟ vents

☆ ⌜ ⌗brandedbyhim ⌟ the love of my life

☆ ⌜ ⌗thevoidscreams⌟ lovely anons

☆ ⌜ ⌗thevoidsings⌟ regular asks

☆ ⌜ ⌗theshiningstars ⌟ lovely mutuals

[sicklylov]

isn't it so funny basing your emotions on somebody 🤣🤣🤣 hashtag dependent hashtag going to kill myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sicklylov]

staring at the blade next to me , debating if i should cut deeper. i want to stop and get better but everything is forcing me to get worse. ill never be truly okay.

[sicklylov]

trying not to kms ( level impossible ) hashtag need to have a talk tmmr teehee !!!!!!! or else i'll actually end up dead !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sicklylov]

lowk feel like im spamming but my jealousy needs an outlet that's not killing myself...

[sicklylov]

im actually gonna go insane like... i fear im going insane and not in a good way guys...

[sicklylov]

might actually go insane i'm terrified