with-love-from-alpha-centauri replied to your post:
you ball of endless light and optimism
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
it helps when you are supported very well and thoroughly. On my own I fall off course all the time-- and i’m actually very drawn in and under salt and sadness and anger. I’ve got strong magnets in me for stuff like that and a serious melancholy streak.
But friends help me stay the course I want to. I want to be happy and happy about things and I’m drawn to the people who help me do that!! Who fill in the gaps in my own personality so I can be happy about something because I’m not just relying on my own readings of things to be happy.
tldr: I need to be supported in my happiness or I’m not naturally happy. I am supported so I am happy.
does this make sense? maybe everybody is this way idk. i just know that i feel only truly powerful when my happiness or delight in something is created or sustained at least in part by other people












