1 TIMOTHY S.O.A.P. ~ CHAPTER 2
Therefore, I want men to pray everywhere by lifting up hands that are holy, without anger or argument.
~ 1 Timothy 2:8
I often "blame" my Presbyterian upbringing for feeling self-consciously uncomfortable lifting my hands in worship gatherings, despite being surrounded by folks who obviously don't...
...and in part because (despite what you might think 😋) I feel like I'm calling attention to myself, and that just ain't how Mama raised me...
Instead, I do turn them and my face up, open to receive "privately,"- just between He and I - instead of folding them and bowing my head - even in a crowd of folks who do...
Is that a form of denying Him?
Could it be that I realize that my hands are "slightly less" than holy?
That they hold on to anger and argument (which are symptoms of selfishness, of "me-first-ism")?
Release - confess - any anger and argument...
Make - keep - Him first...
Worthy Father God - I ask that You forgive my angry and argumentative hands, that You take and make them holy, that Your Holy Spirit continue to increase my consciousness of You and Your grace and mercy through Jesus over me and my failures and fear of being seen by others so that You might be seen and heard in all I do and say, and receive the glory and honor for it all... In Jesus's saving Name, and for Your hand-raising, worshipful praise...
If I may... we wrap the pastoral letters next Friday, I believe, and I've heard a desire to look at Acts... I think, since we've been awhile out of the Gospels, why not combine the two and read Luke-Acts in sequence as the "one book" it was (probably) "intended to be..."